I was looking for a wallpaper for my PC. As I was scrolling through wallpapers on a website, some nude(Bekini) girls wallpapers came in. I totally ignored them and tried to scroll them asap so I can't have a second look. I accidently saw a bit of their bodies but still I escaped without getting trapped! I don't want to relapse again guys! Stay focused! Still I'm feeling bit guilty of what I did. But anyway, it was not my intention to do so. It was an accident. Let's be careful next time.
Day 0. So fast you might be wondering? Yeah. expect the unexpected they say. I've been feeling really depressed lately. Not justifying what i did tough. Even when things are going good i can't feel like i'm doing my best. I'm not saying to y'all to give me energy or something like that, it was a dumb mistake i made and i don't feel proud of it either. But even when i'm not at my best i'll choose to stand again and try again. I'm kind of looking down on myself right now, but tomorrow will be another day. I'm just sick of relapsing, but i feel that if i just run now i will be failing myself and my desire to change. You know what they say, winners are the ones who try again until they succed. Have a good day guys, i'll do my best and i'll get my shit together once and for all.
Day 10. It's been four days since my last post, but I've taken some time for myself to organize my schedule and to rethink my goals and what I want to do from now on, and not just in this next 80 days. So, day 6, 7, 8 and 9 = passed
