bsdfj

Fapstronaut, Male, 28

30 days! Feeling better than Day 1 after a ~80 days relapse. Low anxiety, good energy. Just a lot of anhedonia May 29, 2024 at 11:11 PM

bsdfj was last seen:: May 30, 2024 at 11:42 PM

1. bsdfj
  30 days! Feeling better than Day 1 after a ~80 days relapse. Low anxiety, good energy. Just a lot of anhedonia
  
  May 29, 2024 at 11:11 PM
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2. bsdfj
  Does anyone feel like time go so slowl when on a streak? I can't imagine 6 months from now
  
  May 27, 2024 at 8:57 PM
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3. bsdfj
  Even though im on flatline, I have a lot of energy, just low/depressed mood. Doing pull ups and cardio to get out of this.
  
  May 20, 2024
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  2. Ajar
    It'll pass. Neural network just in process of resetting
    
    May 20, 2024
    
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  3. bsdfj
    Thanks brother @Ajar even though im conscious, is hard as hell going through it. Doing my best. How are you doing?
    
    May 20, 2024
4. bsdfj
  21 days/3 weeks in a few hours. Flatline hitting hard (sadness/no libido/low mood). Quitted sugar cold turkey 2 weeks ago. Keep pushing
  
  May 20, 2024
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5. bsdfj
  Does anxiety/flatline/low energy-vibecome back as soon as you relapse on hard mode? (Even only O)
  
  May 16, 2024
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6. bsdfj
  2 weeks today. Anxiety and fear improved a lot. Same benefite in 14 days than in 45 days Last streak
  
  May 14, 2024
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  2. GTR900
    something similar here, i am feeling really better today, 13 days in and seeing alot of improvement since past few days. Masturbation is an evil spirit which leaves us with regret, shame and guilt (atleast in my case).
    
    May 14, 2024
    
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7. bsdfj
  After a lot of thoughts, not scared of death or suffering animaré. I wont fight nature. I take it as it is and thats it. Go with the flow.
  
  May 10, 2024
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8. bsdfj
  What to you think happens when life ends? Do you worry about that? I am scared. How do you deal with that? What are your thoughts?
  
  May 9, 2024
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  2. Wizardrabbit
    We die first when we're forgotten, so try to live a life that is hardly forgettable.
    
    May 10, 2024
    
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  3. Roady
    When I die, I will meet Jesus and spend the rest of eternity with Him :)
    
    May 10, 2024
    
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9. bsdfj
  Scared to shit about death. I want myself and friends to live for ever. Anyone else shares that same fear?
  
  May 8, 2024
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10. bsdfj
  If anyone need to talk you can DM me and we can share our stories. +10 years daily PMO / 27 yo
  
  May 5, 2024
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11. bsdfj
  Lost a lot of drive since last relapse. Awful
  
  May 5, 2024
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12. bsdfj
  Panic attack came back after 3 months. Sad, part of the process. Keep going
  
  May 5, 2024
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13. bsdfj
  A lion in the zoo become depressed/anxious because he is fed with fresh meat without hunting. Ring a Bell with PMO?
  
  May 2, 2024
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  2. Roady
    Good one!
    
    May 2, 2024
    
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14. bsdfj
  May 1st. Fresh start. No more sexting/social media. When I get triggered I wont reach out to ex girls but encourage myself to meet new ones
  
  May 1, 2024
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15. bsdfj
  Anxiety hits hard after relapse. Going through hard times bc of frustration of relapsing and the well being before that.
  
  May 1, 2024
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16. bsdfj
  Feel bad (anxious/low energy) after O after 70 days of streak. How do you feel after O? It is incredible.
  
  Apr 29, 2024
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17. bsdfj
  An ex girl started a sex chat with me out of nowhere. I Oed a little without even M, just from reading her text. Thoughts? Is a relapse?
  
  Apr 27, 2024
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  3. SilentWolfSong
    So it's someone in real life that you know? If so, I wouldn't reset.. because it's not a stranger on a computer screen. You were envisioning a real life experience with a real life person... not a sex worker... that could actually happen? From a NF perspective, with the information I have now, I do not think you should reset.
    
    Apr 27, 2024
    
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  4. bsdfj
    Yes; is a girl I have good relationship. At first I thought the same as you; but as I am doing semen retention I consider that O like a reset unfortunately, even though I try to hold it back. Moreover, any kind of virtual sexual stimulation I think is not that good in a reboot process. Sex chats are dangerous for me!
    Thanks for the reply brother
    
    Apr 27, 2024
    
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  5. SilentWolfSong
    I completely understand and respect that!
    
    Apr 27, 2024
    
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18. bsdfj
  75 days. Last 3 days I went back to IG (I will close it right now) + hot chat with a girl I used to date. Taking action to avoid relapse RN.
  
  Apr 23, 2024
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  2. Deleted Account
    We all make mistakes, but it’s good you’re noticing the red flags and taking action. Good luck!
    
    Apr 23, 2024
    
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  3. bsdfj
    @ghost thanks brother. Hope you are doing well, I would like to know about your story/actual streak
    
    Apr 23, 2024
    
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  4. Deleted Account
    I don’t have much of a story. Used M and P to cope with childhood trauma. Been on a long journey of recovery. Started with being unable to go a full day, to getting a couple weeks. I’ve had bouts of 60 -30 days but nothing more. Progress is being made but it’s tough to stay patient.
    
    Apr 24, 2024
    
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19. bsdfj
  Be careful once you surpass flatline/withdawals; once you become overconfident you can mess up. Always have in mind why you started nofap
  
  Apr 20, 2024
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20. bsdfj
  70 days for the first time in 27 years
  
  Apr 18, 2024
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  2. The_beast
    Ignore the days.. count each day.. it's a life long process... Days are illusion... You can keep this up buddy.. one step at a time..
    
    Apr 19, 2024
    
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Previous streak: 78 days (Feb 9th 24) - Relapse bc of sexting (only O - without M)

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