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anyone who gets turned on by seeing women in skimpy clothes?

just did half hour of meditation, it helped me get rid of urges, such a powerful tool, for mind too

relapsed last night in strangest way, was looking up my saved password & there was a porn site listed and i couldn't resist to open it

psychiatry drugs are horrible, change my mind

12 days in, i have been looking at tempting ai generated pics of late and barely survived, not sure if reset but definitely doesn't help

took a little walk at the roof of my house, felt nice with cold breeze, such natural feeling, i think i can go out now without anxiety

1000mg of crap everyday, twice :(

day 1, hopefully not tonight so i atleast start off

feels like im not even trying anymore

relapsed yet again after 11 days, i have been trying to stop masturbation since last 13-14 years but always relapse after certain period

i can't forget my crush, i know it's not healthy but i find myself desperate to get her and think if i go outside i might find her out there

does anyone have tendecny to feel something just licks your mind or you have have a profound spiritual feeling?

seems like i will never be able to stop fapping

these psychiatry drugs completely messed up my head, make me suppress my emotions, make me avoid people, 2000mg of bs everyday

make a wish, take a chance, make a change and breakaway

took a power nap and feeling positive energy

i feel bad for living in such shame and guilt, i always think nobody understands my pain, to make things worse, i suppress my emotions.

relapsed after 11 days, same mistake again, it is getting silly at this point

i think my main problem is bottling up emotions, today i expressed myself and felt light-hearted. I need to do that on consistent basis

i need to get my head straight, always feeling desperate for a partner.lost and lonely. Don't take responsibility or face my fears.