i want to die

Without further ado. I don't feel like saying "Hi" and being positive, so I'm just gonna start. My porn addiction started probably when I was 12 or 13. If only I knew then how damaged and ruined I'll become by the time I'm 22, I would have probably never started to watch this shit. When I was...

I hate myself. I hate myself with all my heart. As a result, I hate those who overcome this addiction. I hate them because I'm weak. I hate them because they're bragging with their 30+, 40+ days streak, and I can't even go two days since the end of January. I don't know what to do, this is the...

More than 2 weeks and I'm too dressed and today I went out of my home to an important appointment although everything were good in my appointment and I could stop myself from relapsing today before getting out of my home. Which means everything was good today and I'm heading now to home and I...

They say the first step to getting rid of a problem is to recognize it. I have been trying Nofap for over a year now. The longest streak I got to was 8 weeks but for the last 2 months I have gone back to once or even twice a day. I have tried everything to quit. Internet filters, journals...