[14-CHALLENGE] THE FOURTEEN DAYS CHALLENGE !

You are right. You did really well in 18 long days. So just one relapse doesn't affect much. Start... No, my mistake, you are progressing, not starting over. Keep going. We know that you can do this. Good luck in your next streak.

 

1/14

 

13/14

 

Day 1

 

Thanks mate

 

I'm resetting the counter. First fail. Grrrrr. Was up to 26 days PMO free.

Trigger - constantly looking at pictures of women in front of cars & motorbikes - no nudity, but it started something.
It's not safe to feed the bear - eventually it's going to take my entire meal.

Up I get, and onward I march.

0/14.

 

Yeah, peeking is not a very good recipe for long term sobriety. Good luck ahead!

 

Day eight btw!

 

Day 14

 

Day 13, terrible flatline, stuck in my room watching series,no urges fortunately

 

Day 5/14. Had a bit of trouble but managed to pull through.

 

day 0. Did not start how I wanted, but ended good.

 

10 of 14

 

It's been over 24 hours since I last fapped and I was dealing with hella urges today and I won't lie, I was just looking at porn and I'm gonna look again for a little while after I finish writing this. But I didn't jack off today, so... I'm on a roll. I'ma keep going.

 

Alright so I just stopped looking at porn and I'm not gonna look up any more porn until September 28th when I plan to relapse

 

Day 0

 

Congrats! You've completed this challenge!!! Proud of you

"start...no, my mistake, you are progressing, not starting over."

That's probably the best thing I've heard in such a long time. Actually, that hit me a lot and every time I think deeper about it I realize how important it is to hear this. You're right, I'm progressing not starting over. Thank you for the motivation!

Day 1 down.

1/14.

I'm not going to lie, today I procrastinated quite a bit. I'm still not getting the hang of things and spending too much time on YouTube. I have a day left to finish an assignment, but I know if I spend time wisely I can easily get it done. I used to complain that I did not have enough time, but then I realized most of my time goes towards procrastination. It always leaves my mind cloudy and very ashamed of myself. There's always that voice in the back of my head like, what are you doing? You can't be wasting time now! It's a new start semester for me, after a really bad semester last year. I don't have to let it happen again. I can leave my old habits, I can throw away my PMO addiction, and in turn I can become more productive. Right now I'm all over the place but that's okay. It's okay to take some time to formulate things. I can progress.

 

"Everything will be ok in the end. If it's not, it's not the end." remember that what you are doing here is one of the hardest challenge for human being, fighting our own instinct. So you can be proud of yourself. And about the study stuff, just try your best, do not focus on the result, focus on the time and effort you dedicate. Use timeboxing technique or anything you find useful. "No matter how slowly you go, as long as you do not stop". In my situation, when i was studying for my university entrance exams, to be honest, i did not study extremely hard like others( just harder than what i normally did), but in the end, i was so lucky and passed with flying colors! Not so sure but i usually got lucky when i got long Nofap streak. So, do what you have to do, and keep calm. Best wishes to you.

 

Day 14

 

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