15-30 days 4nd part of the thread (For people that getting advanced yet!)

Right now I'm on day 18. So I guess I'm right here!?

 

Day 16 08:32 AM
It is 16th day and I found a strange cure for Urges ..."Kitten crying" lol...My kitten was crying whole night due to something wrong she ate...and i was petting her ....My mind didnot create a single urge whole night...Other people should try...

 

Day 17 ..
Pain Hope and Patience ..

 

Day 17. Have counted it in rounds. Accordingly, today is day 3/7 round 3. Thinking of it as day 3 has helped me to stay humble. Kept me in the "here and now"; "this week & today" mindset.

Reading with the intention of finding purpose has helped tremendously. Praying... meditating... And applying principles I have read on nofap so many times:

From not touching to being positive, taking one step at a time...
And just being patient and forgiving of myself... amongst other things, of course.

Finally, cutting out everything that can even remotely trigger a thought or temptation in a PMO direction has been a checkmate move.

#Let's keep moving forward...

 

Day 17 18:59 PM
Wow it is day 17....Most awesome benefit of NoFap is that i need less sleep..For 10 hours a day to 07-08 hours a day...

 

day 20 ..
waiting the first of Ramadan to start fasting ...

 

Thoughts on Day 20

I do not masturbate. I do not watch p.
This is who i am today.

I respect every single person, for every single person tries his/her best to avoid suffering.

Over many years, in order to avoid suffering, i chose painful thoughts, destructive activities, harming my mind and body. I may forgive myself, since i did not know better back then.

I may forgive myself for the pain i have caused in others. I may as well forgive those who have hurt me.

If i would die right now, i would regret every second of worrying about the job, the money, the life of others that i would like to live but is out of reach. I would regret that i did not allow myself to simply enjoy life. I would regret that i did not allow myself to feel contented.

Thank you brothers and sisters for your guidance and wisdom, this journey means a lot to me.

 

Day 20...14:37 PM
Somehow reach day 20.....

 

I'm on my 22nd day! I have never made it this far before! I'm super proud of myself! Once I reach a month I'm going to be so excited because I'll be 1/3 of the way through hard mode 90 days!

 

I am on 21st day..My target is to go to 70 days....

 

I'm almost on my 24th. I Hope there'll be a 30+ days thread somewhere.

 

Day 26 09:16 AM
Had night fall on Day 14...then on Day 23...then on Day 24 and today at Day 26....Is it normal to have night falls ?? or i am doing something wrong...

 

What does "night fall" mean?

 

when you are sleeping and you have dream about having sex and you discharge in night...

 

Thanks for the explanation, it's called a wet dream, right? You may try to have a cold shower before going to bed. Your thoughts while lying in bed before sleep may also have some influence.

But in the end, it's not a relapse, nothing you can control, and nothing to worry about. I did not have any wet dream yet, but if it happens, the only thing i'd worry about is the time i need for cleaning up ;-)

 

I'm on day 27 and I haven't had a wet dream yet. I actually want one because I've never had one in my life because I started pornography before I could even have them. A lot of people say they start having theirs after 30 days so hopefully I will start in the next few days to release all of this sexual tension I am having. Hope al is well.

 

Day 15... I have a strange feeling that my guy down there is totally dead. I am 45 and have been PMO for more than 30 years. I have ED for quite a long time (in fact my erection has been kind of funny all of my life). I am too much influenced by my mind in sex (makes me hard or soft in a sec) and this is why porn has been so good because it made my mind focused on the screen and not wandering around. Now I wanna reboot because my marriage, otherwise perfect, is falling apart.
Hope something good with come out of all this effort... )) Its not that it is hard not to PMO, it is more that I am not sure if it will make any difference and will I ever be able to have good solid E without P.

 

It's quite common for addicts to worry if they will ever be able to enjoy life / have fun / function properly in a future withouth their drug. Relax, everything will be much better without pmo.