Euroathlete49
New Fapstronaut
I thought I would be sharing a success story by now, but I’m unfortunately still recovering from nofap. My TL;DR is posted below. I’ll try to keep this all short
I got into masturbation at a very young age. Maybe as early as 10. It only progressed and got worse as I discovered fetish porn. That progressively got worse and I would fap almost daily.
All in all, I abstained from actual sex until marriage but fapped up until marriage. Fast forward, I got married and couldn’t perform. it wouldn’t be until about 28 when I figured out that something was wrong and it was most likely my fapping. By the grace of God, I was led to the nofap forum and started my journey August 2020. Believe it or not, I haven’t fapped or looked at porn since then. Didn’t even want it after about 3 months.
I imagined everything would be about normal a few months into the recovery but it’s been super slow. At the 12 month mark, I still wasn’t consistent when it came to sex. I ended up getting some sildenafil and that helped a lot. I perform well but still cannot finish during sex. I honestly haven’t ejaculated since my last fap session in 2020. I think I’ve had a few nocturnal emissions since then but that’s it.
it’s so hard to deal with because my wife and I bit want kids and this delayed ejacualtion is starting to feel permanent. Has anyone ever delt with this issue this long?
TL;DR: over 20 years of fap, 15 years of fap with porn. After 18 months of NOFAP, can have sex and please my partner but still can’t finish.
I got into masturbation at a very young age. Maybe as early as 10. It only progressed and got worse as I discovered fetish porn. That progressively got worse and I would fap almost daily.
All in all, I abstained from actual sex until marriage but fapped up until marriage. Fast forward, I got married and couldn’t perform. it wouldn’t be until about 28 when I figured out that something was wrong and it was most likely my fapping. By the grace of God, I was led to the nofap forum and started my journey August 2020. Believe it or not, I haven’t fapped or looked at porn since then. Didn’t even want it after about 3 months.
I imagined everything would be about normal a few months into the recovery but it’s been super slow. At the 12 month mark, I still wasn’t consistent when it came to sex. I ended up getting some sildenafil and that helped a lot. I perform well but still cannot finish during sex. I honestly haven’t ejaculated since my last fap session in 2020. I think I’ve had a few nocturnal emissions since then but that’s it.
it’s so hard to deal with because my wife and I bit want kids and this delayed ejacualtion is starting to feel permanent. Has anyone ever delt with this issue this long?
TL;DR: over 20 years of fap, 15 years of fap with porn. After 18 months of NOFAP, can have sex and please my partner but still can’t finish.
