Hello nofap, I always had a porn and masturbation addiction for 10 years now, the last 3 to 4 years it became a daily thing if there is something I do every day without missin it, is masturbating to porn. now recently I discovered a cam website (which i won't tell the name) that I got addicted to (the Brightside is that I didn't watch pornsites since) I stay awake all night till the afternoon, fapping on camera and people watching me, some are girls others boys (i'am straight), i would receive compliments from some , even tips . it's weird because I don't like it, but i still do it , its frustrating, i feel uncomplete, i always feel bad at the end of every session, but i can't stop , i don't know what to do . i could use all that wasted on cam, making my own projects reality and live a better life. but my brain would always ignore that , and do what ever ...(porn , videogames , etc...) i feel like if i dont get my shit together , i would ruin it for myself and everyone that loves me . i need to stop , but what can i do to replace the feeling that provides all of it (porn,videogames)? i wouldnt stay awake all night long doing some serious work that would make my life way better... but fappin all night for nothing, really does matter to my brain apparently. Excuse my long post, my brain is all over the place, I lot of thinks I wanna share but no one would keep reading my poor writings, so thank u if u kept reading, and please show me the way .