Defytheodds
Fapstronaut
Hello nofap,
I always had a porn and masturbation addiction for 10 years now, the last 3 to 4 years it became a daily thing if there is something I do every day without missin it, is masturbating to porn.
i could use all that wasted on cam, making my own projects reality and live a better life. but my brain would always ignore that , and do what ever ...(porn , videogames , etc...)
i feel like if i dont get my shit together , i would ruin it for myself and everyone that loves me .
I always had a porn and masturbation addiction for 10 years now, the last 3 to 4 years it became a daily thing if there is something I do every day without missin it, is masturbating to porn.
- now recently I discovered a cam website (which i won't tell the name) that I got addicted to (the Brightside is that I didn't watch pornsites since) I stay awake all night till the afternoon, fapping on camera and people watching me, some are girls others boys (i'am straight), i would receive compliments from some , even tips .
i could use all that wasted on cam, making my own projects reality and live a better life. but my brain would always ignore that , and do what ever ...(porn , videogames , etc...)
i feel like if i dont get my shit together , i would ruin it for myself and everyone that loves me .
- i need to stop , but what can i do to replace the feeling that provides all of it (porn,videogames)? i wouldnt stay awake all night long doing some serious work that would make my life way better... but fappin all night for nothing, really does matter to my brain apparently.