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Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by 2525, May 17, 2018.
Day 0/3. Will work towards sustaining the challenge this time. Staying strong
1 day left
Day 2 almost done with this
Day 3/3, so happy I came this far!! Really feel good about this achievement. See you guys in the 7-day challenge!
Relapsed back to day 0/3
DAY FUCKING 0
Time to use all the rage inside me to turn into energy that eventually stops me from writing here relapse and reseting my day counter.
Its really hard to respect yourself when you clearly set your goal, now why you want to do it, but still cant do it.
At least I dont give a fuck and I care about me reaching the 3days clean.
Thats the only positive about it.
Also shouldnt really get into that toxic mindset. Into hating myself, because I cannot break my masturbation addiction so easy.
Its going to dirty and filthy road full of relapses, but if we dont give up we certainly will win.
I mean one day there are no more hormones/erection so I definetely break the masturbation addiction eventually
See you guys in the 7 day challenge
finally done , on to the next challenge
Back to Day 0.
Day 0 again.
It's Day 0 again for me- for the last few attempts, I have not relapsed into watching pornography, and have not faced any urges into doing it. I have been masturbating about every 3rd day, and reset. The fantasies I've been getting are increasingly unhealthy, so I know for certain if I do nothing, I will PMO eventually.
What happens is that I get hit by a almost crippling urge, where I feel like my libinal system takes complete control and I feel helpless during the process. I find that from these continuous attempts and failures, it exhausts me. Even so, I am doing my best to muster energy to push forward.
I need some help/tips and tricks for stopping this. I really need to break my previous record. My goal is to make it through December without P, M or O so I can start the next year clean. I'm gonna take it one day at a time. I really want to feel the benefits of my last longest streak, because there I felt more long-term satisfaction and over all, better about my self-esteem.
Day 17/3 I'm so thankful and glad on to day 7 challenge.