just failed after a two weeks streak I come back on this challenge to help start my new streak so day 0
I slipped on December 22nd 2018. I was ashamed to come back and face the music. I went on an on-off binge until today. I now know my biggest trigger, my social anxiety. Back in the saddle i go. What is done is done and i must keep on trying. Learn from it and move on. Day 0
Back in the game! Day 1 done. Although it's a little bit latte, Happy New Year to all! Wish you all lots of health, happiness, love and success. Wish you to win this hard battle in this year. God Bless you all!
I Relapsed on day 14. Triggers being not engaging myself enough socially. Spent too much time alone on weekend and that relapsed me. I have failed but also learned of one trigger of which I shall not fail again. Got to begin at 0 again. Aim higher this time. Stay strong.
I suggest you start on the easiest challenge before taking this one 3 days then 7 then 14 then 21 then this one
Thought about that. I think 14 is something I have already done so I do want to go higher. I'll stay on 30 and complete it this time. The guilt is too much not to be successful.
on day 21. Tomorrow marks the day I relapsed lat time I attempted 30 days. I have apprehension, but I have lest alone/down-time, and this time I'm doing no PMO versus no PM, which is better. No chaser effect. I do miss my girlfriend, but I promised myself I'd go at least 30 days no PMO before we could be together physically again.
