35 and Older Accountability Group

Okay- not bad today - starting to feel some more intense urges but nothing major... i am honestly wondering if I really have an addiction.... but maybe 3 days on easy mode isn’t enough to tell. I think the real test will be when me and my wife get into a fight and intimacy is off the table...

 

Checking in .. back on day zero

 

Second milestone achieved/unlocked - 20 days. Hasn't been easy, especially on tuesday and wednesday this week I had temptation. Looking foward to the ride towards the 3rd milestone - day 30. Am already noticing many benefits, brain is much clearer although have been somewhat lethargic. Day 25, coming at ya.

 

Check in friday

 

Checking in. Doing okay and looking forward to seeing my partner this weekend. We were not intimate last time he was home because he was under the weather, so I am hopeful to try karezza (my first attempt) when visiting him this time around. I want to make it 90 days without an o and fear I won't do it correctly and may end up orgasming.

 

Checking in. Had a reset yesterday. Too complacent and tired. The last few weeks, I've gone four days, reset, four days, reset, four days, reset. This is basically following my work schedule, so I need to start my days off with visits here and at Universal Man, reminding myself of the importance of a real reboot. Having more wins than losses is not the goal. The goal is to have a long, brain-changing streak. Monday will be my next challenge and I have to see it as a challenge, understand it as a challenge, treat it as a challenge.

 

One week in and doing well.

 

Check in saturday

 

Please sign me in the group as well. Its time I kick this habit or addiction out of my life. Nearly 37 and started PMO when I was 14

 

Still going strong! Hoping to continue feeling the positive results of no porn and no masturbation.

 

Day 6 checking in

 

I need some help, would like to chat with someone and have an accountability partner

 

I’m back to zero, relapsed last night and restarted the clock this morning at 7am.

 

Check in sunday
The most dificult times are the start . Sometimes we do the hardest first week over and over again .Its exosting and annoying . Our biggest enemy is hasitation and delay. When we do the first month , the urges are less but still we get some strong once. After 90-100 days if we are careful , we wouldnt get any strong urges for very long time . But the first 3 months has to be toughed out.
We can do this , we must do this , we will do this ! Good luck on our path brothers!