[365-CHALLENGE] THE THREE HUNDRED AND SIXTY FIVE DAYS CHALLENGE !

118/365

 

Day 209.

 

209!!!! Legend

 

That’s a good one mate. When it comes to work/employment/finances etc always ask yourself what am I getting out of this.
If you work for someone else you still need to save, invest and grow!

 

Day 10/365

 

Day 11- Woken up at 4:44 am. I want to keep waking up before or at 5 am and start my day early for the next 7 days and see what happens.

 

Day 74
"If you're walking down the right path and you're willing to keep walking, eventually you'll make progress." – Barack Obama

 

It is indeed the book worth reading.

 

That's the fact . I heard it once from one of my friend. Thanks for sharing.

 

48 Days

The quantum model, which states that all possibilities exist in this present moment, is your key to using the placebo effect for healing, because it gives you permission to choose a new future for yourself and actually observe it into reality.
Joe Dispenza, You Are the Placebo: Making Your Mind Matter

Breaking away often from daily routines, they spent time alone, thinking and contemplating, examining and speculating about what kind of people they wanted to become. They asked questions that challenged their most deeply held assumptions about who they were. “What if” questions were vital to this process: What if I stop being an unhappy, self-centered, suffering person, and how can I change? What if I no longer worry or feel guilty or hold grudges? What if I begin to tell the truth to myself and to others? Those “what ifs” led them to other questions: Which people do I know who are usually happy, and how do they behave? Which historical figures do I admire as noble and unique? How could I be like them? What would I have to say, do, think, and act like in order to present myself differently to the world? What do I want to change about myself? Gathering
Joe Dispenza, Evolve Your Brain: The Science of Changing Your Mind

We should never wait for science to give us permission to do the uncommon; if we do, then we are turning science into another religion. We should be brave enough to contemplate our lives, do what we thought was “outside the box,” and do it repeatedly. When we do that, we are on our way to a greater level of personal power.
Joe Dispenza, Breaking the Habit of Being Yourself: How to Lose Your Mind and Create a New One

 

Day 66, now its getting difficult day by day but I won't give up this time.

 

Day 51/365

Signing back into this for the annual No Nut November

 

Day 122

 

Day 129/365

 

Day 12/365

 

Day 1/365.

 

119/365 - FAILED

Okay, guys. Now it is a relapse. After 345 days of abstaining... Almost a year (which is unbelievable period for me), I relapsed. I've been playing with fire for a while. I haven't watched porn, but the thought that porn and Masturbation may not be so terrible has taken its place in my mind. I made a lot of kinky thoughts. That was my main mistake. I was always thinking about girls. I looked at them greedily all the time. And today, finally, I snapped. I'm not going to tell the whole story, I'll just say I didn't need pornography, I just got excited, started stimulating myself, and I thought I wouldn't let it go too far. That's what it looked like. But just a few moments later there was an orgasm, as if by itself... although I thought it wouldn't happen, the situation got out of control. I think it was to expose my pride. I was very proud to abstain for so long, I thought it was just me. Also I made a mistake - I stopped reading this forum, and ceased to talk about the urges and about what is happening to me, I thought "better not cry". I don't know what to say. I'm disgraced. I'm ashamed to show myself in front of people. I should have lasted at least a year. Now to pass this test, again a whole year ahead... My spirit has fallen, and I don't know how to motivate myself. I'm disappointed in myself.

 

1 days done.

 

Now my addiction tells me I should watch porn, because it wouldn't do much harm if I already snapped. And she says that it is better to impressions of pleasure to the max, no wonder I'm broke. And I don't know if I should resist? It is clear that this is a temptation.

 

59 days mo fos