Hii friends today i posted day 1 but i am sorry to say that i relapsed today itself i start it again from tommorrow..
Day no. 6 begings. Had some bbq and drinks last night. I don't fell well a little hangover. Hopefully I'll manage to make it throught the day. Still strongly determined to stay away from P. Wish you all good day! Stay strong! Never give up!
almost there, day 57 right now. it feels hard especially at the first 3 weeks and at the flatline phase.
Hey guys! I read some posts of people who came here from 30 Day and 60 Day Challenges. I never did that, went straight for this 90 Day Challenge. I thought I could do it easily, but it's been a rougher ride than I expected. Now I'm thinking, maybe I should do those first. It would give me a boost to my self confidence to finish something. Or maybe on the other hand I would start to slack when I set my goals lower. What do you guys think? As it is, I'm on day 4 of my current streak. No more P, no more peeking. If I peek for even a second at something for the purpose of getting turned on, I will reset again. Instead I'm increasing confidence and self-love. I built this reality, now I will build a better one. I joined this forum 161 days ago. Of those 161 days, I was 146 days without P.
Day 7 relapsed this mornign at 4am Went to sleep too late, like 2 am. I didn't even feel like relapsing, but I was feeling so fcked up, and couldn't sleep that cravings came up. I think I am going to join the Vanguard of Universal Man, because I think that's going to help me even more. So much love to all of you. Keep going strong!
I relapsed today, I was triggered by a P retweet of someone I was following on Twitter. I kinda got to confident in my streak and the new milestones I had accomplished. I thought had gained ful control so i decided to watch some of the content which led me to P I went to deep into the rabbit hole. Now it am definitely going to surpass my highest day 62. I have reset my counter. So today is day 0
Hey @Merry Terry, 146 clean out of 161 days is amazing! As someone that took smaller challenges first, I can give you my opinion. You know, when I started I thought I needed to build confidence, like you said, because I had failed so many times. Going for 90 days (or a year, which my real goal) was a little bit too scary, because I really wanted this new process to work. So I thought that I would join a challenge that wasn't too easy but not too challenging at the same time. I found a 30-day challenge and thought that it was going to work. I never had the intention to find something easy, because actually from my experience I knew that the first 2-3 weeks were the most difficult. So I focused and spent the first 30 days studying about rebooting, reading articles, participating in the forum.. and that gave me an initial boost. When I was close to complete the challenge I needed to decide what to do next.. I could go for 30 days again or take a bigger challenge. I didn't want to take the same challenge again. So my decision was to escalate to a bigger challenge, but start where I was, at day 31, to help me remember my progress. I felt it like going to level 2. And it has been working good.
Day 11/90 No PM Day 444 at attempting this challenge Day 157 weight training (M, W, F) Lifestyle: reduced caffeine, desserts and alcohol
Day 14 of 90 Had a pretty good day today. Also realized that I haven’t had a boner in 2 weeks. Even though I have had thoughts of sex quite often.
