Day 0 of 90 - i managed to get to 34 days no PMO but then i was just walking around all day with a boner and it felt like my sexual desire was rising and rising. I don't have a gf and i work 70-80 hours a week and have few opportunities to meet women. I looked at some cam sites and thought about hiring a cam girl, closed the laptop and masturbated in the bathroom thinking of exes. Still getting to 34 days isn't bad but this time i want to target 90 days and try and address why i struggle at day 30
7/90- While I planned not to log in to the forum until the end of the month, my urges have come roaring back with a lot of vengeance. Thus, I need to keep myself accountable here. I am not giving in. I am also glad I have broken my curse of 3-5 day recovery-relapse cycles.
Day 14 hard mode complete. The psychological withdrawal symptoms are beginning. Here comes the true test
i found the accountability helpful when i did the 30 day challenge recently and managed to get the 34 days. i then went to the 60 challenge room and it felt like i was the only person posting in there, not making excuses but i didn't feel the same support/accountability of the 30 day room. but i noticed this 90 day room had the most traction and for me, feeling psychologically part of something where people care about giving up PMO really helps
Yes, thing is, I know I should not pmo, but sometimes my brain seems to switch to auto mode, that small voice telling me to stop, but the brain goes to watch porn.
