I am on the road to victory and I can clearly see the light to the finish line. Its been really hard to get to this point and honestly, I am really happy. My old self was really focused on having that rise in dopamine by watching and fapping. I am glad I have put that life away because I am now starting to see what I have missed out on. The urges are there but my will is so much more stronger to fight it. I feel like a different person, more confident and emotionally stable. I have become anew. Now that I am closer to the 90 day mark, I feel that I can break that mark and continue this life of freedom. Until I find the one I'm going to spend my life with, I am going to fix myself even more and make myself a even decent man. Exercising does help a ton as well. Anyways, thank you guys for getting me to this spot 65 days in, 25 days renaming. LETS DO THIS!!!!!!!!!!
Day 5, I had sex last night, without ejaculation. I am not sure how I can count that. I don't feel like after relapse, and I don't have urges and tension. It is weird. I think I am going to keep up counting.
Relapsed. Made it to 15 days. This was my first real streak without any edging, watching porn or psubs or anything. So still a massive victory for me though. This forum helped me a lot, so thanks guys! Day 0 let's do this
Day 36/90 I feel depressed... I'm feeling strong urges, but I know I'm going to have to be a man fight another day. It's really war against my primal instincts.