Pathofsuccess_1
Fapstronaut
As you can tell from the title, I’ve been experiencing a medical problem, which I suspect was caused from intense overmasturbation. This isn’t too too long but it’s got some length, so bare with me.
About 20 days ago on March 2nd, I relapsed felt “normal”throughout the day (normal as in I felt the relapse symptoms like guilt, anxiety, etc.)
I then started edging to relapse the second time and my edge session before I orgasmed lasted until the following day (literally 9am March 2nd to 1:30 pm March 3rd). Yes, long and intense. I fell asleep though through the night so I mean while I was awake and with breaks throughout the time period I edged. Right before the orgasm of the edging period I kept my arousal there and stopped right before I orgasmed, basically a millimeter off the edge. It felt really good, then I started to feel dizziness.
I then kept fapping and orgasming about 3 more times. That 3rd time I felt extreme dizziness. Like completely off balance and all. I stopped and said that was it.
I didn’t fap on March 4th.
But on March 5th I fapped again. I was starting to feel better and unfortunately the chaser effect got me. I looked up stuff and started fapping.
I felt dizziness and head pressure coming on and I panicked. Thinking only that I have to finish so the dopamine wasn’t flooding my reward system and so it didn’t make it worse.
I finished and felt extremely dizzy.
I had this episode last for about 2-3 hours.
I ocd fapped AGAIN. For the FINAL time. At around 9:15 pm on March 5th.
dizziness came back, but not too bad. It was weird.
But I had an episode that night where I could not sleep. It was horrible. Dizziness, shortness of breath. Brain fog, absolutely terrifying.
I went to the ER that night. They said I was fine and the EKG and blood test came out perfectly normal. I was shocked.
The next day my symptoms came again worse that night. I returned as the symptoms hit so severe I thought I was going to suffocate.
They said the same thing. I was perfectly normal and healthy.
I know I’ve written a lot so let’s cut to the chase. I kept feeling these symptoms lessen VERY slowly but consistently every single day/night since March 5th! It’s The 22nd of March now.
Still, ALL tests look fine to the doctors, I went to the ER about a total of 8-10 times. These symptoms are that scary.
I know, I can’t just keep going to the ER All the time but I don’t know what else to do. I’ve never experienced this in my life.
Every time I eat something heavy it seems like I get the same dizzy/central buzzing symptoms as before.
Now, let me tell you what happened today.
About 2 hours ago I was scrolling through Snapchat, I saw two attractive girls that had clothes on and weren’t showing anything but faces. I got aroused and I had an urge to look longer but I closed it and stopped.
I felt the dizziness symptoms like at first again! But a bit less intense and of less duration. I then felt the dizziness calm down but I had head pressure happening in different spots of my head and I felt my heart rate jump.
Now I’m not sure if a nerve reaction happened due to over pmoing. Because it’s not the first time I overmasturbated too many times in one day. But I think somethings up. I need answers. I know this may have been a bit long. But does anyone have any advice, insight, suggestions or helpful information they can give me?
Also if you have experienced anything like this, let me know so I know if this heals over time or not.
Anything informationally helps.
Let me know, thanks.
About 20 days ago on March 2nd, I relapsed felt “normal”throughout the day (normal as in I felt the relapse symptoms like guilt, anxiety, etc.)
I then started edging to relapse the second time and my edge session before I orgasmed lasted until the following day (literally 9am March 2nd to 1:30 pm March 3rd). Yes, long and intense. I fell asleep though through the night so I mean while I was awake and with breaks throughout the time period I edged. Right before the orgasm of the edging period I kept my arousal there and stopped right before I orgasmed, basically a millimeter off the edge. It felt really good, then I started to feel dizziness.
I then kept fapping and orgasming about 3 more times. That 3rd time I felt extreme dizziness. Like completely off balance and all. I stopped and said that was it.
I didn’t fap on March 4th.
But on March 5th I fapped again. I was starting to feel better and unfortunately the chaser effect got me. I looked up stuff and started fapping.
I felt dizziness and head pressure coming on and I panicked. Thinking only that I have to finish so the dopamine wasn’t flooding my reward system and so it didn’t make it worse.
I finished and felt extremely dizzy.
I had this episode last for about 2-3 hours.
I ocd fapped AGAIN. For the FINAL time. At around 9:15 pm on March 5th.
dizziness came back, but not too bad. It was weird.
But I had an episode that night where I could not sleep. It was horrible. Dizziness, shortness of breath. Brain fog, absolutely terrifying.
I went to the ER that night. They said I was fine and the EKG and blood test came out perfectly normal. I was shocked.
The next day my symptoms came again worse that night. I returned as the symptoms hit so severe I thought I was going to suffocate.
They said the same thing. I was perfectly normal and healthy.
I know I’ve written a lot so let’s cut to the chase. I kept feeling these symptoms lessen VERY slowly but consistently every single day/night since March 5th! It’s The 22nd of March now.
Still, ALL tests look fine to the doctors, I went to the ER about a total of 8-10 times. These symptoms are that scary.
I know, I can’t just keep going to the ER All the time but I don’t know what else to do. I’ve never experienced this in my life.
Every time I eat something heavy it seems like I get the same dizzy/central buzzing symptoms as before.
Now, let me tell you what happened today.
About 2 hours ago I was scrolling through Snapchat, I saw two attractive girls that had clothes on and weren’t showing anything but faces. I got aroused and I had an urge to look longer but I closed it and stopped.
I felt the dizziness symptoms like at first again! But a bit less intense and of less duration. I then felt the dizziness calm down but I had head pressure happening in different spots of my head and I felt my heart rate jump.
Now I’m not sure if a nerve reaction happened due to over pmoing. Because it’s not the first time I overmasturbated too many times in one day. But I think somethings up. I need answers. I know this may have been a bit long. But does anyone have any advice, insight, suggestions or helpful information they can give me?
Also if you have experienced anything like this, let me know so I know if this heals over time or not.
Anything informationally helps.
Let me know, thanks.
