BEAT YOUR LONGEST STREAK

I didn't relapse, just starting a new streak from this day, since I stopped watching porn yesterday.

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Day 11/33
Have had some urges but nothing I haven't go over with before.

 

Day 28/12 semen retention.

 

Day 2/12.

 

Day 4 of 67 Entered cruise control!

 

Day 8/115

QUOTE="MichaelGuadalupe, post: 3111657, member: 419520"]Day 6/115
My anxiety is starting to increase. I would usually find a way to escape through porn. Now I have to face it by myself.

-MG[/QUOTE]

 

10/207
It had been almost 2-3 weeks. I am happy to hit the 10 days mark after a long time.

 

485/730 days no PMO, semen retention

 

Day 3

 

215/150

Haven’t checked in here for a while. The days just speed by when you’re on the NoFap streak train.

 

Day 8/22

 

11/207

 

Downtown
I went downtown to do some errands; it’s a bad place full of hookers, brothels and junkies. Those junkies are so out of their minds. I didn’t see the prostitutes do, I wasn’t interested, that dark world used to be so appealing for me, I had a lot of money in me. It wasn’t the best place to go around with money; they can kill you for it.

I talked to the girl I’m seeing at the gym, she travels this weekend to see her mom, I’m starting to like her. Also this other girl told me to go see her, but I didn’t do it. This is when I know I like a girl, when simply I don’t search any other girls and I want to be faithful, I’ve always been faithful.

 

Day 3 of 12

 

Day 29/12, after what I've been through, I'll do whatever it takes to get to day 30.

 

486/730 days no PMO, semen retention

 

Day 1/90

 

Day 9/22

 

An old love
Another ex texted me last night. I would say she is the best sex I ever hard in terms of pleasure, she was very skillful, she could last hours making love, she had one orgasm after the other nonstop and she agreed to do anything I could think of. Very few girls (only two in my all life including her) were able to keep up with me during sex, but she was able, she was also very loving and easy going. But she had a lot of problems in her life, so I had to let her go.

She blocked me for no reason, some weeks ago. This is the 4rd ex that has texted me this week. Usually girls sense when you are totally over them, it is like they have a 6th sense for it. I think it is because I’m putting my focus on the new girl I just met 3 days ago. She seems nice and she is starting to open up to me. But anything can change, girls change too much. But for the time being, it is kind of good. I never get tired of girls to be honest, I’m quite optimistic about it, even if I haven’t met the one, it’s been a fun road that has giving me a lot of teachings.

 

I relapsed twice yesterday. Yesterday evening was awful and this morning too.

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