Does anyone here have a wrestling fetish , did you overcome it ?

I have had this fetish since I was a teenager till about now (I’m now 30). I don’t want to trigger anyone I’m just going to explain what it is . I like to wrestle, usually fit, athletic escorts and sex workers . I never really watched any “vanilla porn”, I just watched these erotic wrestling videos since I was a teenager . I developed pied when I was 20 . I’m thinking that the pied has gotten worse over the years since I have paid sex workers to live out these fantasies with . I just want to know if anyone else overcame this or any other fetish ? I want to know if they recovered from pied . Like I said it’s been over 10 years of indulging in this fetish . Due to my depression and PIED I have become withdrawn from the real world . I don’t like to go around people and I have a hard time looking at them in the eyes . I spend most of my time daydreaming about how my life should have been . Basically pitying myself all the time. I wish I could be normal .

 

Man I guess it’s pied . I can’t get hard for shit. To porn or to real life situations . I guess what happened is I got the pied when I was 20. Instead of working on it I kept doing it more and more and I guess it got worse . This is my only fetish that I have . If you even want to call it a fetish . I hate that I’m like this. The fetish is strong unfortunately and it’s hard not to fantasize . I’m an avid gym goer so of course the kink comes up in the gym .

 

Yeah man . I’ve posted about this on other threads, but I wonder if taking drugs when I was younger caused this . I did alot of drugs in high school and up until my early 20’s. I’m now 30 years old and I don’t do anything. I hold down a nice job and I don’t have any kind of memory problems . It’s just something I always worry about