Hello, this is my first post ever. I would love to get to know each other so be kind to me lol. anyway, I've joined this community to prove to myself that I am stronger than my addiction. lately, I felt that I've abused my own mind for a couple of months, let's say so. I've done things that I'm ashamed of. sort of not respecting my own principal. which leads to temporary self-destruction. all I am seeking is help and guidance. Thank you.