Going on 53 days... Does anyone else feel like this?

I have been going strong, longest streak I have done for over 8 years! I feel great!
Something interesting that I've been thinking about and I'm curious if any other succeeders feel like this. I feel like before when I was deep in struggling with PMO I was like a kid. Every memory I have of myself before overcoming this is me like an immature and lost kid. It's weird because it's only been 52 days. But I feel like I've grown years in maturity.