Struggling-Otter
Fapstronaut
Today I decided to stop masturbating and watching porn after more than 10 years of daily use.
I have developed a really unhealthy addiction to porn, I ended up with some really twisted tastes, and I want to stop. It's also affecting my relationship with my gf. Masturbating is something I've done pretty much daily since I did it for the first time, and I didn't see anything wrong with it. I've spent years doing it multiple times a day. I've always felt like shit after doing it, since I rarely get real pleasure out of it nowadays. It's just an habit now, a fixation. But the straw that broke the camel's back, is that my gf found out about my strange tastes in porn. It drove home the fact that I do feel really ashamed of myself, and it's turning me into a man I don't want to become.
I'll quit porn for good, and I'll stop masturbating for 90 days. When I get there, I want to keep rebooting indefinitely. I've spent half my life fapping daily and I've been exposed to the internet since a very young age. I really hope I can stop.
I have developed a really unhealthy addiction to porn, I ended up with some really twisted tastes, and I want to stop. It's also affecting my relationship with my gf. Masturbating is something I've done pretty much daily since I did it for the first time, and I didn't see anything wrong with it. I've spent years doing it multiple times a day. I've always felt like shit after doing it, since I rarely get real pleasure out of it nowadays. It's just an habit now, a fixation. But the straw that broke the camel's back, is that my gf found out about my strange tastes in porn. It drove home the fact that I do feel really ashamed of myself, and it's turning me into a man I don't want to become.
I'll quit porn for good, and I'll stop masturbating for 90 days. When I get there, I want to keep rebooting indefinitely. I've spent half my life fapping daily and I've been exposed to the internet since a very young age. I really hope I can stop.