How long it took you to escalate?!

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dsoon99

Fapstronaut
Hello Guys!
I was wondering how long it took you to escalate into things you think are disgusting and bizarre, because im really confused that as i can remember after a short period (like one-two months) of watching porn i started watching some shitty stuff, is that’s normal?! Knowing that my first exposure was to lesbian porn but saying shitty stuff means fetishes etc... knowing that women always get me excited and also i’ve been switching between straight porn and these stuff
 
I am addicted into sexual porn stuff since a long time, I don't even know its really chaotic in my lifetime.

I think you are going into hardcore stuff exactly like you do with drugs, when you are in your 3rd or 4th fap your junk doesn't even get up on normal stuff.
For me the amateur the girls look the better when I was deep in the addiction I tried cp few times but fuck noo I deleted it instantly, it felt so wrong I couldn't even touch my dick. So I guess porn makes you go hardcore and hardcore the deeper you are in the addiction, it depends if you act on it or not. I tried some bestiality too, but I didn't stick to it, it wasn't really disgusting and I haven't found anything that special in it, what I liked was muslim girls doing anal and some memories still haunts me, I think this is because they pose like such good girls and deep down its the opposite.

In my opinion the best of the best solutions to beat pornography is being outside and being busy 14h a day and even when you touch masturbation or porn, it isn't enough time to go into hardcore stuff. Real life needs priority over everything virtual, same goes with video games, netflix whatever, we are the first generation to experience the good and mostly bad of technology.
 
dsoon99 said:
Hello Guys!
I was wondering how long it took you to escalate into things you think are disgusting and bizarre, because im really confused that as i can remember after a short period (like one-two months) of watching porn i started watching some shitty stuff, is that’s normal?! Knowing that my first exposure was to lesbian porn but saying shitty stuff means fetishes etc... knowing that women always get me excited and also i’ve been switching between straight porn and these stuff
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18 years of watching porn
Escalated from soft porn, girl on girl, girl on cams, and everything involved in straight porn within normal sex , I escalted to the other stuff after about 18 years , that's how long it took, time to de-escalate
 
I started with really weird bdsm stuff (thank you hentai) it took me many years to escalate to a different fetish. And after that many years to go to something else.
 
Once I access to high speed internet for the 1st time (early 2000s) it took about 1 year to start escalation.
 
It took me literally like 20 years. For so long, I was what I'd call someone who was merely 'self-indulgent' with porn. But at some point a few years ago, a perfect storm happened where my long-term usage intersected with the colossal amount of new and different content out there due to new technologies - and things escalated terrifyingly fast after that.
 
I escalated over a period of 11 years, almost half my life. I’m a brand new user and I want a full reboot from a severe porn/masturbation addiction...but it’s hard. This addiction has affected me in many ways and continues to do so.

I started off with softcore, moved onto hardcore/actual depictions of sex in my teens pretty quickly, then onto clothing/feet fetishes in my early 20s, then to genres I don’t even have a sexual attraction to (ebony, bbw, trans etc). I even moved onto the gay genre after trans and thought I may be deep down a homosexual, but after stopping viewing that stuff, I don’t think I ever want to go back and have no intention to. I think the concept of curiosity also highly affects the addiction to porn, and which could lead many of us or anyone to the more taboo/deviant/crazy genres.

Other than that, I also would browse Instagram for “non-pornographic” images and profiles based on the pantyhose/certain clothing theme or in general, models or even profiles of women I knew from high school/friends/family members of friends or accquitances I thought were pretty attractive (and unattractive, I guess the trigger here is clothing taste/fetish). I would also browse for actresses/women on google images, Facebook and so. As of now, I’ve cut most of the social media content, but the general web still offers this awful and addictive stuff. Never been towards anything “violent” so to speak (apart from shock sites that people would trick you into viewing...you know the ones) but I have watched maybe a couple BDSM videos.

I’ve been addicted for 11 years and I feared it could get worse, but when I hit rock bottom (saw a pretty uncomfortable image that made me re evaulate my life and realise how dirty and demented porn is), I realise im trying my best to go cold turkey.

As of now, I’m back to my original genres I like and nothing of the absurd or things I don’t normally find attractive, but I’m aiming to go cold turkey through the help of this great forum I recently discovered.

Edit: I realise some of the words I use may be triggered. I do wholeheartedly apologise.
 
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I escalated all the time and unfortunately until i reached certain genre i don't see any problem with that.

Started with usual porn -> ganbangs -> romantic hentais -> rape-> characters from cartoons -> monsters-> hentai teens and kids -> femdom -> transexual and sissy. Those last are where i stopped
 
11 yo - women stockings, not nude

12 yo - tv erotic movies

13/14 yo - hardcore porn

18 yo - hardcore porn, interracial (but not exclusive), sometimes dp but rarely

27 yo - cuckold porn (i used to think i was the bull but i was obviously not since the vast majority of movies are with black males and i am white) - basically i was training myself for cuckoldry without realizing.

28 yo - this is pretty disgusting but w/e... i started not caring where i ejaculate. whereas before i'd take some preparations before, starting at 28-29, after cuckold porn, i just didn't care and i'd ejaculate on myself, usually on my belly and chest, which is very disturbing looking back

30 yo - i even ejaculated on my face accidentally and i didn't care, back then i found it funny. <<< very disgusted by this now
 
IGY said:
girl on girl is homosexual. Hardly straight porn. :rolleyes:
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girl on girl is straight from a man's point of view. The act itself is not, and it comes with some gender confusion for the man, but it's not homosexual for the man. "Straight porn" is homosexual/bisexual as it features another man, therefore the viewer, as the man, gets homosexual inputs.

  • You (a man) are sexually aroused seeing women only -> straight porn
  • You (a man) are sexually aroused seeing women and men -> bisexual/homosexual porn
  • You (a woman) are sexually aroused seeing men only -> straight porn
  • You (a woman) are sexually aroused seeing women and men -> bisexual/homosexual porn
 
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