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I want to win this war

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by jerrydecide, Mar 30, 2017.

  1. jerrydecide

    jerrydecide Fapstronaut

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    Urges were very high today. I thought i may not be able to control them but then the thought click into mind that, i have to be honest not only with myself but with you people too. Because if i want me to become motivation for myself i must be honest. And this streak is all about honesty.
     
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  2. jerrydecide

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    Day 4
    Urges are fading away and i am feeling a boost in my confidence
     
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  3. HappyDaysAreHereAgain

    HappyDaysAreHereAgain Fapstronaut

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    Use the panic button when you need it.
    That is why it is there.
     
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  4. jerrydecide

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    Day 5
    Had a wet dream last night. Seems like body is recyling itself.
     
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  5. jerrydecide

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    Day 6
    Another wet dream. Marking it the second one in a week.
    Does anyone have the cure to end them?
     
  6. HappyDaysAreHereAgain

    HappyDaysAreHereAgain Fapstronaut

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    Enjoy them, but fight the chaser effect that can follow. There are few things more natural than a wet dream. They also affirm your progress.
    I managed to stop wet dreams after I had a few. My first ones disgusted me so much that I began to wake myself up whenever one started. I did not want to dream about another embarrassing moment with an ugly flat chested classmate. Awake, I had much better taste in girls, and I was not going to dream of touching them like that. Little did I know. At that time I knew nothing of P or M. When I discovered how to MO, I did it regularly enough that I quit needing to wake myself up. If you can wake up before you wet the bed, you can learn to wake up before you cream it.
     
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  7. jerrydecide

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    The thing is that, this time i got wet i had no dream where i was making with someone, i opened my eyes the moment i felt something wet between my legs. So it was a kinda strange.
    But these signs are the prove that my body was addicted to releasing sperm and i lt is doing now through my unconscious mind. The day my dreams frequency will go down, like twice a month, will be the time, i can call myself clean from this addiction
     
  8. HappyDaysAreHereAgain

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    Ejaculation is generally the end result of a long process. Spontaneous ejaculation is rare awake or asleep. Nocturnal emissions are a sign of a healthy well charged system. If you are fapping daily, you never get charged up, so that now that you are rebooting, you would be more charged up than you are accustomed to. It should taper off as your body adapts to your reboot.
    In the meantime, enjoy one of the exciting joys of youth. Some day they will cease.
     
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  9. jerrydecide

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    Day 7
    Another night emission. I am feeling awkward now. When they will end?
     
  10. Chris Kross

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    You know, HappyDaysAreHereAgain is right - they help you a lot, cause' if you feel sexual stress during the day - your "dream" will drop your stress scale (if you're going no-PMO streak, of course), if you know what I mean. And, as I suppose, they end when you don't feel so stressed (don't blame yourself, that's definitely not your fault). The NoFap people call this period "the flatline", if I had understood their messages well. So I wanted to say that maybe you don't need to feel yourself awkward because of this. It's kinda natural, you know.
     
  11. MANJ33T

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    just let it go man. relax and spend time with your family and friends
     
  12. HappyDaysAreHereAgain

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    They will end when you no longer need them.
     
  13. Pat131

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    Take one day at a time
     
  14. jerrydecide

    jerrydecide Fapstronaut

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    Day 8
    No night emmission or wet dream this time. Feeling the energy running into my body. Feeling this new confidence when i am around girls.
    Loving every bit of this journey now.
     
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  15. jerrydecide

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    I relasped.
    Gotta pick myself again
     
  16. Runtilmylegsdropoff

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    Does it help if you imagine the girl has disgusting stinky athletes foot?
     
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    Day 1
    Feeling hopeful again. Also i have shifted with my friends to another hostel. Now i will be sharing a room with 2 other people. By that i wont be getting a chance to watch porn. And without porn, i never do masturbation.
     
  19. Chris Kross

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    Don't forget to drop your counter on NoFap. Be friendly. Good luck.
     
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  20. jerrydecide

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    Day 2
    I am keeping myself more busy, so i could i divert my focus. Also shifting to new hostel with roomates is not allowing me to have some time alone.
     

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