Day 41 Last night and earlier today I looked at P but didn't relapse. I wasted about 2 hours in total looking at that crap. I found myself getting bored with it all. But I need to stop going back to "make sure" I don't "miss" anything because there is nothing for me there. It's just lies and disappointments on that path. Plus I'm on 40+ days and I don't want to lose it. In other news, I noticed a benefit of nofap. People are treating me better. I wonder if it's because I seem more confident or what but it feels good. I don't feel scared to speak up or anything like I used to. It's all up from hear I hope.