Hi everyone, sorry for taking a bit of your time. I'm 25 now, since I was 14 or so, always found normal to watch a lot of porn and get in sexchats. Now, I'm in a relationship, I'm happy and I actually enjoy sex with her but... most of the time, I feel so guilty, because I hide her I still get in chats, watch porn, and just today, crossed my line and called a "sex phone line". I always feel so dirty, and even so, I still do the same, again and again. I'm tired of this, I only want to forget about this and have a healty relationship with my girl without feeling "dirty" just for having this kind of thoughts. I also don't even know how to tell her, I feel like what I'm doing is too much for anyone to forgive, I don't forgive myself, and still keep doing it. Sorry for the thread, If I'm on the wrong sub-forum please let me know. Thank your for your time.