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MY FIRST RELAPSE

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Srmeddy412, Jan 2, 2021.

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  1. Jan 2, 2021 #1
    Srmeddy412

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    I started nofap 20 days ago, i decided to go hardmode for 90 days, the first two weeks were okay, had few mild urges but i controlled them, i tried myself engaging in different activities, Next week the real battle with my urge to P and M actually started, i realized that it's not easy at all, whenever i got free time i started having fantasies and started touching my dick last night after touching my penis for 20 mins i couldn't resist and masturbated (without porn), i felt really bad the whole night, next day which is today, i am feeling motivated again, I'll tell you why, first thing i said to myself that it was going to happen and I should've been prepared for it. its a f**kin WAR with my addiction. the next reason i became motivated is how nofap changed me in past 20 days, it f**kin reduced my social anxiety, all the the things i read on nofap which i thought are just fairy tales about no pmo reducing social anxiety were TRUE, today I'll start the hardmode again and now i am ready for it. its a F**KING WAR NOW, in this war i have a Bazooka and funny thing is that only way to Win is to not touch it. Lol
     
    Srmeddy412, Jan 2, 2021
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  2. Jan 2, 2021 #2
    Trailblazer7

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    Hey man I'm happy you're fighting the good fight ! This PMO is a disease and everyday you spend here helps you recover. Learn as much as you can.
    This shit will take everything from you if keep it unchecked. It may seem everything but harmless...
    What are you going to tweak for next time because willpower won't do it alone
     
    Trailblazer7, Jan 2, 2021
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  3. Jan 13, 2021 #3
    Recovering_Addict

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    Your story somewhat resembles mine when I first began with NoFap... I'm two years in or so and still addicted. Had good periods and bad periods, but it doesn't matter since I am still addicted.

    @MichaelJordan mentioned a very good point about will power. Will power alone won't win the war, and it's possible that you won't be able to win the war alone. Not impossible, but difficult from my experience at least. Having a methodological, strict plan to deal with your urges is one thing that'll help. Another is being fully and completely accountable to a person or persons - the addicted mind has is very good at convincing us there isn't an issue when there definitely is.

    But you are right. This is a war. It's an internal war that most of our friends, acquaintances or family members don't know about. But it's our war and we must do everything to not let it beat us down - we are ALL better than that.
     
    Recovering_Addict, Jan 13, 2021
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  4. Jan 15, 2021 #4
    Trailblazer7

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    @Recovering_Addict As an old video game says, the battle is lost but the war is not over yet, we will get them next time !
     
    Trailblazer7, Jan 15, 2021
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  5. Jan 15, 2021 #5
    TheForsakeen

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    porn has us surrounded, the poor bastard.
     
    TheForsakeen, Jan 15, 2021
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