My history. My problems.

I thought about this. My previous message was unclear, I didn’t mean that only believers are good people.

Before recognizing that I needed God’s help, I battle against these fetish during more than a year by my own force. Even if I was a believer I was afraid to ask God to cure me. It take me time to understand that it was because deep into my heart I didn’t really want to cure from these fetish. By my own force, I hoped to reduce it, controle it. It was a big part of my indentity. If I let God do the work, I take the risk that he would cure me entirely.

It’s like when I have tooth ache, I prefer to wait until this goes better rather than going to the dentist, because I know he will take great mesures and cure all my month.

And I think even for someone who is not a believer it can be interesting to think about that.
Ask yourself if you are totally ready to cure from these fetish, to take this responsability, whatever the cost. Or if you just want to controle them enough to not give into it.

I think that even if you are not ready, you should search to be totally cure, even if it feel like an amputation of yourself. Because it’s the best thing to do, you can’t live with these fetish

 

These things are going to happen. Don't feel too bad. Just dust yourself off and try again.

The sissy porn has been implanted in the brain. Sometimes these carvings in the brain will crave stimuli. Don't feed it. Think of it like grass. If you don't water it than it'll get less and less green. However, a long time in the future it can still be watered and be brought back to life.

So when it comes to this sissy porn if you don't look at it long enough it will stop being at the forefront of you brain. But once you see it once those carvings that you made long ago will light up and you'll be back in trouble.

Don't fall down the trap though. This was one day. You can start over and do better. You got this.

 

I've never watched sissy porn actually, and never will.
I developed a sissy fantasy without it, during my teenage years. But it may have been porn-induced anyway, just not as directly as the sissy hypno garbage.
But this time I escalated into yet another fringe fetish (further into self-degradation) but I won't ever do it again. I mean, I could see myself talking about my feminizing fetish to a girlfriend if there is strong mutual trust, but THIS, nope.
Yeah, no choice but to move on.

 

That is good you never watched sissy porn. I have a few times but luckily never got too into it like many on this website.

What did you do then if you don't mind me asking?