My Road to Recovery

Hello everyone! I just signed up to become a fapstronaut and am beginning my road to recovery from my porn and masturbation addiction. I am currently 18 years old and have struggled with a masturbation addiction for years. I've tried to quit multiple times but I always end up returning to old habits. I hope this time will be different and I can finally free myself from the lusts inhabiting my mind and everyday thoughts. I find myself waking up every morning with the urge to jack off as soon as I can. My addiction has worsened to the point that I have even masturbated at work. I find myself scrolling through social media and creeping on females' pages and objectifying them to soulless objects for my viewing pleasure. My sexual mental deterioration has also come in the way of a personal relationship, as it has lead me to hold unrealistic/unhealthy expectations and obsessions with my ex-girlfriend. I am disgusted with myself and what I have become and am hoping to leave that all behind me. I have done many things I'm not proud of. My lusts and cravings have slowly become more lewd, kinky, and appalling as the years have gone by and my mind has become overstimulated and desensitized to sexual images, videos, and fantasies. This is my final cry for help while I still hold the willpower to turn my life around. I'm not quite sure how to use this website but I know there is a community of people here just like me. Please help me. I will be forever indebted to you.

-Kettlepan225