NoFap (sex’ allowed, mastrubation is allowed, no release)

Discussion in 'Rebooting - Porn Addiction Recovery' started by Solidude, Dec 10, 2019.

  1. willpower2020

    willpower2020 Fapstronaut

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    I was at day 30 on Monday. My mind was constantly bombarded by desire, always distracted. It was sooo annoying. I wish I could turn that all off with a switch. There’s no positive that it gives me. I work with women, I want to see them as humans, and I do. But the stupid “desire” thing is sooo annoying. If I met it in human form, my inner demon would come out and it would be a bad scene.

    Anyway, I thought I was over it too. I was never addicted to porn when I was younger. I had a year and a half streak in the past.

    we’ll get there!
     
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  2. willpower2020

    willpower2020 Fapstronaut

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    no problem, sir.
     
  3. Solidude

    Solidude Fapstronaut

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    Year and a half long retention?
     
    Last edited: Dec 12, 2019
  4. Solidude

    Solidude Fapstronaut

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    There was an eye contact with a mind boggling two girls.


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    It gets easier. To keep it constant is the hardest part.
     
  5. Action

    Action Fapstronaut

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    The urges are still a pain in the butt at times, but I feel good for now. As you said, it does get easier as you progress.

    Congrats for conquering another two days, Solidude! Keep up the good work!
     
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  6. willpower2020

    willpower2020 Fapstronaut

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    A year and a half, no porn, no masturbation. I had a special friend for about ten months or so of that time.

    ETA: no sex with that friend. Only sperm emission from wet dreams.
     
    Last edited: Dec 12, 2019
  7. BravelyKegger

    BravelyKegger Fapstronaut

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    I made excuses and stopped caring.
     

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