I was at day 30 on Monday. My mind was constantly bombarded by desire, always distracted. It was sooo annoying. I wish I could turn that all off with a switch. There’s no positive that it gives me. I work with women, I want to see them as humans, and I do. But the stupid “desire” thing is sooo annoying. If I met it in human form, my inner demon would come out and it would be a bad scene. Anyway, I thought I was over it too. I was never addicted to porn when I was younger. I had a year and a half streak in the past. we’ll get there!