Thanks a lot. It is really hard but support like this means a lot to me. Hope things get better.
Feels almost impossible, but I will do my best. Thanks bro.
Don't relapse again it only amplifies the pain, find whatever habit that you have a deep passion and a penchant for doing that action.
Hehehe. I'll try to be more like Tommy then. Thanks a lot.
When I was on PMO, it was an escape for me. I never gave myself time to approach my emotions. I'm starting to feel those emotions are coming up now.
Maybe could be the fear of relapsing for example?
I haven't explored this fear a lot, but I can see how relevant i could be.
I had this sometime ago after relapsing to some images, i feared losing it all, maybe you could relate to it
I watched a movie a few days ago with some sex scenes which I skipped past (even though I could not help seeing a few parts). I think it made me feel like I was loosing on something big (sex). Like it was going to ruin me in the long run. I feel much better now, thanks to all your advice and support.
The best idea is to cut in movies at least for now, or if you want to watch them make sure there is no sex or provocative scenes in it, sadly most movies have them.. Best of luck