THE 100 DAY SPARTAN CHALLENGE (OPEN)

Day 37

 

Congrats on the new rank!

 

Amazing! I knew you would get here. New God of War in the making!

 

Yes I agree. It was fake. And it stole a lot from me. Pmo took my dignity and my power. But now I am fighting for my freedom and glory everyday!

 

Excellent, the final countdown!

 

This is so great thanks!

 

You have been preparing for this for 94 days Spartan. A-Hoo!

 

Even though you relapsed you are stronger than you were before you started. Keep fighting!

 

Together we are all GOING BEYOND! PLUS ULTRA! and you are a HUGE MOTIVATION AND INSPIRATION! It is an honour to be in your company. A-HOOOOOOO!!!!

 

Check In Day 1(29)

Hello Spartans,

Today I woke up and remembered what happened yesterday. How I took care of myself. How that gave me a feeling of value. And how that carried into my day. So I did the same thing again. And I even started a new project I have been considering for some time.

I spoke to some people today as well. I told them about my struggle with my research. I’ve been stuck for a long time now. And they shared with me their struggles. And it helped me feel better knowing I am not the only one. It gave me some strength and encouragement.

The thing I want to share most today is about outlook. I have barely advanced my project this week due to other commitments. My finances are still a disaster like they were last week and last month and last year. But I set my mindset to GO BEYOND! PLUS ULTRA! You know when I started this challenge I had no idea how I could get past 30 days. But I started and planned to figure out the rest later. The same thing thing my studies. And now the same thing with this new project. I don’t know yet how things will improve. Maybe they will get worse before they get better. But I will not lie down and wait for death. I will fight. I will fight! And I will feel alive!! Let’s goooooo!!!!!!

 

Day six on the train. I will fill so much good and accomplished on completing

 

Thats an amazing and inspiring post. Thanks for sharing.

 

Checking in: Day ninety-five.

 

Love this mindset. Thank you for showing resilence. Do not quit. Failure is a great teacher (I too know this from experience).

Wishing you renewed strength, peace, and joy as you continue embracing this very worthy endeavor.

 

Happy Friday @Risho. You are doing awesome. You bounced back STRONG.

 

Over the past 4 months my life has changed for the better, but in a few areas I continue to really struggle, and work is by far my biggest struggle right now.

From 2018-March 2019 I tasted success. I made lots of sales and won the respect and admiration and envy of colleagues and management.

Ever since it's been a struggle. The market has slowed down, my work ethic has slowed down, my sales have stagnated, and the future is looking bleak.

Yet I'm still clinging to my ego, fear, and insecurity. I'm still yearning for control and acceptance. I feel like these are deep-seeded issues that likely stem from my past, and I also feel like I haven't dealt with these issues.

What it boils down is that I'm choosing to prioritize external validation over inner strength.

I'm OK when I'm making money and being recognized for my achievements, but I really struggle emotionally when I'm not making sales and not getting the kudos that I "need" to feel worthy and accepted.

It's the same pattern that I've repeated over and over again. I've quit jobs and relationships because of this.

I have a chance now to overcome. I really don't want to give up this time. But I still feel very uncertain. I'm really questioning my desire and ability to do this job.

Just gonna have to really focus on my job instead of my surroundings. We'll see if I have what it takes this time to make it through.

 

You're acknowledging your struggles and fears, yet you remain determined.

You refuse to give up, and in my opinion that makes our accomplishments worth pursuing and truly rewarding.

 

Check in day 38

 

Hey i need help , tell me weather these are withdrawal system or not ?
I have not watched a single porn from past 2 weeks or more , and today i dont know why but i am feeling depressed, lazy , dont want to do anything, being angry and frustrated on small things , being frustrated from the people around me , totally helpless and totally in a bad mood . Please share your wisdom on this situation of mine .