THE 100 DAY SPARTAN CHALLENGE (OPEN)

Missed a couple of check-ins, but behaved.

Picking up at day 61, checking in.

Glory To God!

 

I find there is a strange comfort amid the panic. Silence. A sense of a break, and a new priorities.

 

Day 4 for me

 

Check in day 3

 

Thanks for your words of encouragement.

Day 9

 

relapsed back to day 1

 

i always have this mentality when i met with woman, i mean the woman whom i attract to

i always said deep in my heart like, oh wow she beautifull but i guess she's taken... she already have a boyfriend...im to old for her

and i have this "afraid of rejection" on woman issue. i will not even trying to attract her or take a step to next level, idk im so afraid being rejected and humiliated at the same time ( i have experienced when i like a girl and i do tell her, and then she humiliated me infront of my friend, that give me trauma on expressing my interest on woman)

remember my post about a woman that i met ... i did just that look at her saying she beautifull on my heart and that's it . i dont have courage to take a step even tho i have her phone number ( i ask her number). lol

 

Checking In at Day 17

 

It's nice to read good stuff like this! Hope you feel better soon regarding your cough. I've noticed when i've been out our so and you start overthink, you can almost creat sympthoms on your one by your imagination as you said.

 

Checking in Day 6.

 

Well Spartans for now it appears I have a girlfriend. I cancelled my match.com subscription. Hanging out at her place watching movies today.

Forcing myself to avoid the news.

 

I lost focus for a bit last night. That's all it takes to end an 85-day streak. No despair, resolve remains.

Day 0.

Checking in.

Glory To God!

 

So happy for you my friend, hope she will be the right one. This tough period it is better not to be alone(I am repeating myself I know, but it's really important).
Keep strong together.
Spartan community is so happy that a commander found a girlfriend, a great day also for us .
Stay safe and healthy, this way you protect yourself and others

 

So day 13 checking in,
I am keeping strong my friends, I am doing my best, tomorrow I will give my blood, to try to help, but the situation is getting again worse, again a new "record", it is like an horror film, and the worst thing is it is clear who should be blamed, but we can do nothing about it.
Just keep strong and help with what we can.

 

Check in day 3 and 4 / 100

 

Day 5

 

Check in day 4

 

Check in Day 18

 

Day 10

 

Checking in Day 7.