THE 100 DAY SPARTAN CHALLENGE (OPEN)

ZERO:

I relapsed again yesterday. Stupid. I had to buy some new underwear on the under armor page. I made the mistake of clicking on women's to see if there was a deal on some high hip undies the Mrs. likes. I was going to legitimately ask if she wanted a pair or two. Well needless to say, that model looked so good. I was just standing in the bathroom before showering. I just started and didn't stop. Fucking hate myself right now - but it's nothing new, right so whatever. eyeroll for effect.....


EDIT
Day Zero. The child returned from school with a sealed envelope. It had the familiar Crimson seal. The father knew what was inside before opening it. He'd seen this before. Inside, were documents declaring his son unfit for regular societal noble class status. His son was to be a warrior of the Spartan Army. He was just a boy. A Spartan Boy, now.

 

Day 2 checking in.

 

Day 0 Reset

 

Day 65

 

then to work friend , stay strong one day at a time.

 

Day 6

 

If you find yourself in a situation like that take yourself off the page immediately I do this on social media I try not to be on but I want to make sure all is well with my family but if I see anything potentially triggering I get off right away normally there is nothing luckily but always keep your guard up a relapse is never worth it it’s best to stay off the internet as often as you can also learn from your mistakes and study your weaknesses make a strategy on how you can keep yourself from relapsing after my last relapse I got very serious about beating this addiction life is far better without it and you feel better without it to

 

Day 3

 

Checking in Day 3

 

Day 6. Had some real strong urges this morning. Thank Oden for the panic button!

 

Day 13 checking in

 

indeed its a relapse but beating ur self for that mistake is not the answer.

And i do recomend to stay away from online activity at least for the first 7 days, its not like go cold turkey on internet but limit ur acces, or acces it together with ur wife

Hope its helped

 

Day 12

Checking in

 

Day 3

 

Take the time and work on you find something to work towards motivate yourself you have 94 days to make yourself better then you are right now so keep busy reject the urges for they will pull you down know that life will get better if you can commit to these sacrifices your time is very important don’t waste it you can’t get it back so move forward and become stronger

 

Day 1

 

Checking in day 6-7-8. Day 8 today

 

Don’t think about how much you have left or it will be very difficult. I like to break it up in goals. 15 days, then 30, 60,100. Don’t focus too much on the days. I just tell myself I’m the type of guy that does not watch porn or fap. It’s just who I am now.

 

Day 2

 

Day 21