Discussion in 'Events & Challenges' started by primordial-saiyan, Apr 2, 2019.

Have you beaten your record or improved your average noPMO since joining this?

  1. Yes

    115 vote(s)
  2. No

    36 vote(s)
  1. primordial-saiyan

    primordial-saiyan Fapstronaut

    Tomorrow is a holy day, I'm fasting. To us Muslims, it's the day of Ashura', the day Moses was victorious and Pharoah was drowned. Equivalent to Yom Kippur, we fast it as we believe in Moses too.

    I have an idea for a league system/teams in the future. More responsibilities also, I want to hear how people are doing and their techniques I enjoy that but also the general knowledge people have is really beneficial, so thank you all. Looking forward to running this and nice to see all the new people who joined.
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  2. So you're now my duel partner? Yeah let's fight and let's fight hard. It's high time we did. Checking in day 1. And I love it how you still call me fleurette :emoji_blush:
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  3. Faiziarbb

    Faiziarbb Fapstronaut

    I need a Duel Partner anyone up for a Nice Competition with me ??? I am on day 64 !
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  4. fg4795

    fg4795 Fapstronaut

    After going on a great streak of 127 days, I lost and wasted last 7 days in bad habits, touching the lowest point again, need to get back, need to duel, I don't care stronger or weaker, I need this and I need it now
  5. Jag Hyde

    Jag Hyde Fapstronaut

    Guys, I've not really been in this last round. I concede the victory to my opponent. :(
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  6. primordial-saiyan

    primordial-saiyan Fapstronaut


    @Faiziarbb VS @Hickorydoo VS @fg4795

    This is your duel, it's time to fight harder than ever!
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  7. primordial-saiyan

    primordial-saiyan Fapstronaut

    Let's fight, you'll always be fleurette :) I'm very motivated, hope you're at your strongest!
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  8. primordial-saiyan

    primordial-saiyan Fapstronaut

    Just read this after way too long. You're an OG man, hope the time off benefits you and you come back to being regular in here. Just destroyed so many new fighters too. A lot of fighters coming back too recently I think, I still have a handle on the number of people in the group it won't be too much to take care of. I'll close the group to a limited number aswell so the quality will still be there with announcements and check ins because some new fighters just never come back.

    If anyone wants more responsibilities in this group and are active, feel free to message me. Would be great.
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  9. WolfHound 獣

    WolfHound 獣 Fapstronaut

    When my haters think they stand a chance...
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  10. Leo Szilard

    Leo Szilard Fapstronaut

  11. Turtleboi

    Turtleboi Fapstronaut

    @motive_360 Ouchie, I relapsed, full PMO circle this time, which makes it infinitely worse than my last fuck up. This time was a slow but gradual fall(as with most full circle relapses). Probably fucked my body up, but then, so did I fuck my body up by sleeping so late recently. Again, this time it was stress (mostly) leading to the fall. Looks like my efforts to get better at dealing with stress still haven't yielded results yet, as my methods are still evidently terrible. So, as with most of my recent stress-based relapses, it was the second day after the incident that caused me much stress, which means that while it was better, it's still there. It's probably the fact that I slightly let my guard down that made day two so dangerous. Had a lot of doubts about my current career choice and my own future, which really stressed me out and I really wanted to escape the negativity. Then, during day two, I saw the girl that I am attracted to currently(never saw her in a whole month) and my inner demons took advantage of it. The desires to 'have' her was probably the last straw that broke me. Well, tried shutting down the nasty thoughts at first, but eventually I slipped up and my inner demon's breached my defenses. The fact that my organized life got shredded to hell by the beginning of my degree program probably also help create this opening to begin with. I noticed that while most of my morality would be gone while I was puppeted, at least I now have some of them(or perhaps I just never ventured into fucked up places often enough to numb my conscience)
  12. Will Lee

    Will Lee Fapstronaut

    @Leo Szilard i'm still going strong too, day 9.

    I see you wobbling boy! You sure you can last as long as me?
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  13. primordial-saiyan

    primordial-saiyan Fapstronaut

    That's awesome.
    Everything will be fine with career, just make some back up choices you'd be happy with in case you're unsure is my opinion. Try not to worry too much but just plan. And I can kind of relate with seeing that girl thing. I mentioned it before but I used to just M over my ex because she didn't like me watching porn and it messes up your brain because you fantasise and whatever but you're having sex with your hand and not her. That's clearly not natural aswell that's why Ming is so bad. You need to tell yourself that and try lower your gaze when it comes to just seeing her I think anyway. Keep going Turtle I know you got this and make this next attempt better than ever. First 3 days are the hardest.
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  14. primordial-saiyan

    primordial-saiyan Fapstronaut

    I had a very intense WD last night. Really weird because I woke up to pray then that happened as I slept. I didn't O to me Ming like usual in the dream but it was actual sexual things. The feeling was crazy, never had an O like that in my life. I read online and didn't really find an answer, crazy times.
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  15. primordial-saiyan

    primordial-saiyan Fapstronaut

    I still think a lot of relapses happen in groups of people like idk why this happens but I'm sure it does.

    The way I look at it is like an enemy who knows we're fighting ambushes a group of us. I'm ready to fight back though especially this time God willing!

    If a group of us can stay strong then no doubt we are closer to winning the war for the others.
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  16. motive_360

    motive_360 Fapstronaut

    I read that you relapsed, but you did great all these days, surely I have to learn from you.
    And I don't know why I am fantasising(of previously watched P & all that) this much these days, unable to stop myself doing that...
    And I end up getting stuck thinking whether to reset the counter or not. As fantasising is not directly PMO, So I thought of reducing a day for every time I fantasise a lot because it probably slows down the reboot process a bit.
    I am currently at 3Days, so after resetting it I will be at 2Days.
    All the best @Turtleboi
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  17. Faiziarbb

    Faiziarbb Fapstronaut

    Its very normal i guess when you are doing no pmo for long !
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  18. Faiziarbb

    Faiziarbb Fapstronaut

    I am here to win !!! Day 66 check in !!!
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  19. Turtleboi

    Turtleboi Fapstronaut

    Thanks for the encouragement guys. Anyway, gotten my shit together for the day and organized my life again. It helps, trust me.

    Personally, I find the ability to watch and cut off your thoughts very helpful to stop fantasizing. Well, it's hard to grasp at first, but through meditation and being mindful you can start improving
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  20. primordial-saiyan

    primordial-saiyan Fapstronaut

    2 WD in a row... anyone had that before? This one wasn't as vivid I dreamt about my past though. I didn't fantasize before bed aswell or watch anything, just from urges.
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