The Harry Potter Challenge

Day 12!

 

I'm in Azkaban.

 

Hi all.

I failed again. AGH I'm mad at myself, it's stupid. But okay, I'll stop pitying myself and instead I'll put my focus towards my future. Soon after I failed again (I've masturbated like 10 times in the past 7 days that's insane, after 3 months free of porn) I realized how great I'm doing in life, even though things are hard at the moment.

And then I came to the conclusion that I do need to get rid of this shit of porn and masturbation as soon as possible. After that, with the same hard work I've had most of my life (which has paid off with very good results being honest) my success is just a matter of waiting and BOOM! I got this, I know the principles, I have the mindset, I can wait more time, but I have to do it now. No more excuses, I'm already 18 (and a half) and want all my shit together to build massive success in my life... the time to start is NOW.

So, this may look like I'm spamming or just writing dumb will-power stuff, but okay here it goes: today I publicly commit that the next time I consciously cum (i.e. I'm awake, not a wet dream) it will be with a girl, a human being, not my dirty hand... not that anymore. It won't be easy, I have no experience at all with women but I'm determined to stop this stupid addiction of releasing just because. It's childish, wasting my energy, lonely, my time... I want to become the best version of myself, and for that I need all the time and energy possible to work, and work, and work on my goals... so someday I'm so good that people can't ignore me.

I really hope not to fail. I'm very aware will-power is not infinite, and soon it will fade. The temptation will come and I'll have to make a decision: whether to fail once again, or not. But I'm getting ready, I know the practices I have to incorporate in order to not give in again. Stop the laziness, I'll get to the work. It went great with porn, I said I wouldn't watch it again and now I'm 3 months free without ever wanting to go back. I can do it again, I have faith. And I have this community, which is really inspiring.

I feel that I'm getting back on me, a long post after a good while. Things will improve, as long as I keep the hard work. I'm going to succeed, whatever it takes...
Sorry for my long spamming post, I just want to spread my message (and commitment) and soon I'll be proud of myself and all the rest of you who join this journey. It's worth it, so stay strong, and go do the hard work, especially when you don't feel like. - Believe it, and love for you all brothers!

 

Day 1.

 

Day 4 completed - Untrained Wizard

 

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Day 10

 

Back to Muggle Day 0

 

relapsed on day 7 of untrained wizard.I not even gave the sorting hat quiz.Back to Muggle day 0.

 

Day 13!

 

Thanks brother
This is my second longest streak man
my first longest streak was 70 days
I am so blessed to have you and my all brother who are fighting with this toughest shit addiction.
we can we can fight brother

 

Unfortunately I am now a Prisoner, so Day 0 for me. To Azkaban it is

 

Day 14. Year 2 here I come!

 

Day 3. I can feel something magical coming my way in the near future...

In other news, I just got a new front door. I sure hope nothing happens to it!

 

69

 

Okay I'm in. I like this idea. Day 0 for me since we're starting at 0.