The Lord of the Rings Challenge

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Healing has become necessity said:
I struggle with narcissism. My behaviours tend to be quite self serving too. Honestly, these days I'd rather deal with lack of confidence than over confidence.

I have also been in some cut throat work environment where cunningness was rewarded. I used to get high of outcompeting my colleagues whom I considered beneath me (Just thinking about this is giving me boners). I didn't have friends then, only haters.

Also, especially if you loose touch with your empathetic side your actions can become very manipulative, hurtful and some cases dangerous.

Sometimes this weird thing happens with me. something kind of turns off or something within me, and I loose all fear. I'm looking down at pretty much everybody then.
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Thank you for sharing that. It's an interesting way to deal with that issue. If it works, then keep doing it. Good luck friend.
 
Day 15

6 days to 21.

I'm hoping for a withdrawal, because it's due now anytime. Better now than too late. Withdrawls should cancel sexual urges and thereby guarantee easier time recovering.

Otherwise, I'm kind of starting to forget again my healing priority. I need to find one more day of healing today. It won't be given, i'll have to earn it.

Reminder: I'm in no position to deal with anything, any stress at the moment.

Affirmations: I'm pretty average at most things and I don't deserve anything more than what I already have.
 
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Had some serious urges, i could only terminate a potential relapse after going on a walk. It was tough. Not many ppl go on walk at 12 PM and esp not where I'm. People here are extremely self conscious about one anothers actions, and I do not enjoy being stared.

Nevertheless, that walk definitely helped.

Day 15.
 
Healing has become necessity said:
Little curious here. You mentioned you needed further guidance and have been receiving it. Does that mean you are a member elsewhere? Maybe a different support group or something

It would be interesting to know.

Waiting for your response @RiseToGreatness
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yeah, i´m part of the self-mastery club from Mark Queppet. I strongly recommend you guys to check it out and take the "reforged man" course. It will help you a lot in your reboot.
 
75 days my brothers! Going slow and steady but going good! Shadowfast is carrying me now ;)

RiseToGreatness said:
75 days – Shadowfax, the chieftain of the race of the Mearas, the greatest horses of Middle Earth, comes to your aid. Shadowfax is capable of comprehending human speech and runs faster than the wind.

Quest Aid – Shadowfax :emoji_racehorse:
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Let´s keep going my brothers, one day at a time, towards Mount Doom!
 
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