So this is it. Literally. I think it was the fourth time a wave of urges appeared, but I couldn't make it this time. I slipped because of P-subs, which lead me into the porn itself. And I wasn't even trying to stop myself. I just did it. Like BAM. But I feel super amazed, and kinda feel like I'm still controlling the situation. (as everyone think they do, lol) I've learned so much out of this streak, much about myself and my life, my abilities, and how powerful my mind, ambitions, thoughts and interactions with other people can be (I actually feel that I have grown more as a man in these 5 weeks than the past 10-15 years). It's crazy how this poison are destroying people, and how super human you can be by just avoiding it. But my streak is history now, and I've decide to join it as well. I've thought about it for a long time, that when my streak is gone, I'm "going down with it" - deleting my user. I think it was fun to participate and get to know you people, but I personally believe that spending too much time here will only make you more trapped to the addiction. I respect all of you, and you have your own story and opinion of what is right and what is wrong. I just fundamentally disagree with the moral aspect of the Nofap site itself (I don't see the point of posting it here, but If some of you have seen any of the threads where I've been discussing use of alternative methods, you know what I'm talking about). I hope you all will make it in the end. I hope that I will make it in the end. Have great summer, and good streaks!
Day 16 - Resistance Operative No Porn✅ No Masturbation✅ No Orgasm✅ No P-Subs ✅ It's been a pleasure to be your fellow comrade during this journey. All the best, and you're welcome back anytime!
I am taking a month break from NoFap website and I would like to be put under exile program. I will be focussing on tracking my days separately. Its been nice to interact with all of you and I hope you all achieve what you came here for. I have had minor improvements in my number of resets in a month. I want to take and track separately outside of this platform to switch the things and keep myself busy. My target is to be as busy as possible and hopefully that would work and I wont need even my offline tracker. Good luck to all of you. See you in a month hopefully.
All the best with your journey! Your place within the resistance will be yours while you take your sabbatical. Please do come back in a month and let us know how you're getting on!
