THE STAR TREK CHALLENGE!

Congratulations @AtomicTango!
I'm having some intrusive thoughts, but I don't think I'll act on them.

 

Tentantions to go back to the begining but that could be

 

Cheers, bro. They have passed. As they always will.

 

Relapse
I relapsed Yesterday.
But I am going to start again and learn from it.
As "Either I win or I Learn"
So this time the changes in the plan are:
# Daily meditation in the morning
# Reading a great and inspiring book
# Scheduling my online time
# Do it without a Blocker this time
(For me personally blocker creates a feeling that I am missing on something really good which not the truth. Also it makes me think that I can not do it myself and I am weak) which leads me to crave for it and finally a relapse.
# Spend more time in my studies
And the gamechanger and most important one:
## I would from now on consider any delibrate attempt to intentionaly search or access any porn or porn related content even for a milli second as a relapse and will reset my counter.
I hope this will work.
I would love to have your views and suggestions
Thanks

 

Day 3 completed

 

Checking in
Feeling nice.
Today was a good day.
I am back on track.
Although some urges came but I was easily able to deal with them.
Getting stronger and smarter

 

Thanks Brother

 

Day 3 as a civilian complete.

 

Thanks Sisko!

 

Day 11

Still feeling pretty good. Looking forward to graduating from the Academy.

 

day 9 as a cadet
All good

 

Day 4 completed