THE SUPER SAIYAN CHALLENGE! What is your Power Level?! (RANKS ARE BACK, GET YOURS NOW!

Oh, I think it can't hurt to be accountable about "M" as well.
As always I'm switching between hard and soft mode. I don't know how long my last hard mode streak lasted. Well, it wasn't long although subjectively it was quite some time. The last time I MO'd I just crushed under the weight of too many things. I don't want to excuse it, since I know it would be possible to simply NOT do it and stay alive. But as it happens, I change my stance on M every now and then. When it goes well I say "I'll quit this too" and when it doesn't "it's not really necessary to be so hard on myself / to quit M completely".

Gladly I had nothing else to stimulate than my fantasy. Some explicit fantasy (-stories) would have been enough to get me off several times, but it's like a gate was opened and many many porn memory comes in a flush, rushing through my mind. It has something carthatic. And the good thing about it: afterwards all urges were gone.

The bottom line is that it's not the end of the world when that happens and it's always better than escalating into pmo or edging to subs. But as I get healthier and more in control I should as well be able to take another route. Also there's potential danger involved (fantasies that trigger urges which might result in pmo).
When I do it I feel like I'm getting something OUT of my system and it might be true in a sense. But it's also true that I continue a habit cycle, which might appear natural but in reality is just a habit cycle that you CAN replace with something else.

My current hard mode streak: 1 day

 

Day 1 baby! Not gonna post much for today as I need to get to chowing down on my lunch. See yall day 2.

 

Hi everyone, it's me, the creator of this Thread, i just wanted to say with all my heart, thank all of you who have been supporting this challenge while i was out, it means a lot. I've been very busy lately, but i'm back now, and i'll try to come here at least once a week if i can't come every day. So thank you all again, and i'll update all the new Z Fighters, if you are not on the list, its because you don't have your counter or you gave your current streak information wrong, so please, update your counter.
Here are the following new Z Warriors:

@poxipol
@All all
@Shikaiii
@Swami Mahaganja
@warrior292
@Invictus01
@R3c0v3ry
@Theking123
@Risho
@lazyBoi
@Urucansan
@The Unbeatable
@St3v0
@Directc23
@Dr. Dean Dingleman
@Spacecowboy745
@Firehawk
@elysian92
@Hatfuge
@SanityOverVanity
@Dragon Birth
@Brother Eagle
@Napav
@American.Psycho
@Zigler
@Wanderer of recovery road
@RamboErecto
@CruzanImpact
@Alarspico
@chri39d2
@AlokJohnson
@baskethull
@SprintF4st
@Adioz
@Juggernaut90
@short-term-pleasure
@alphamale101
@Success_Hunter
@xXZHYLYNXS RHYLYNXXx
@InnerVitality
@A.V.R
@bellator de Christi
@john_spartan
@belio123
@ThunderguyJ
@herowithin
@sam3149
@Dovahkin101
@richard.freeman
@Working17
@itz_gioc
@Madrid247
@TangoTao
@2019 Vic
@Demodectic
@blahblah2930
@grungeisinfinite
@Rohit kumar chowdary
@Nagos
@Zuka44
@youngsaiyan
@Elie8
@ZYost316
@HeartCenter
@discovery
@theprincedz1
@Talove
@Super Potato
@happyhappydude
@colio
@Paf-On
@The Real JokeErr
@To win
@Freedomseaker
@BertrandR
@lakshya561
@MasterPablo
@Baller123
@TiredOfBeingWretched082902
@Jonny99999
@Ramayan
@Draculea
@hollyman
@Ellichara the Reshiram
@RoadToUltraInstinct
@engelman
@RoadToRecovery_
@sam3149
@FoamRoller
@VegetaSSJ
@lionkingcocgoal
@streakdejected
@SpartanRage
@Madrid247
@lceres6
@Small Might
@adipath
@991Pure
@Protagonist
@Best_Avenger33
@Manly Man
@Mr.O
@mana95
@Dhruva_
@Nevistio
@0ffset_
@RisingFalc0n
@Vairagya
@MojoMaster
@matsuo
@skittleboy1738
@Hoang5
@MaxLivre
@sebostyan
@Michael Sternig
@Liam_here
@SaiyanKing
@MJ93
@Suk
@an0nname01
@Ainz
@ANameThatStartsWithK
@palindromo

THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR SUPPORT! LET'S KEEP FIGHTING TOGETHER SHALL WE?!

 

Just to recap while i was gone:
I was Super Saiyan 3 when i left.
Wednesday, 30 October 2019, i've reached Super Saiyan God!


On Thursday, 19 December 2019, i've became A Super Saiyan God Super Saiyan!


on January 22 of 2020, i relapsed after 233 days of victory, fighting against an old enemy... And i lost all my powers.



After that i've failed a couple of times again, but today, im on day 8, and i'm ready to conquer everything again. No time to complain or cry around, only time to TRAIN! Let's do this guys!



I will reach 233 days again, and further beyond!

 

- Day 8
I'm very tired, but i got no time to screw around, i got a lot of things to get done, let's do it!

 

I just wanna wish a great week ahead guys, i will try to come here everyday, if not once a week, but i will surely come, and no matter what you are facing against, keep going strong, i trust you can win this! Let's do it. To victory!

 

I surpassed two weeks but then I fell down like a stone.

I agree full-heartedly! Yeah, that's the spirit! So inspiring and refreshing.

It's early in the evening and I'm already laying around in my bed, tired of work, because of too little sleep and of course due to my relapse (porn binge during night).
But after I read that post of @Invincible Under The Sun I decided to get up and go for a jog. F*ck all that shit, I'm gonna do it. I'll fight.

 

You got this warrior, let's do it!

 

I can feel that it's true motivation, not just an empty saying.

Hey sun, you just made a worn-out man run for 50 minutes, do some push-ups and have a cold shower !!! And now this man is smiling