This is it

I had a streak of 48 days starting back on February 20th and ended up developing several punishing withdrawal symptoms including stomach upsets/terrible digestion, and these caused me to end up relapsing. The truth is I’ve been struggling ever since to get back on NoFap and whip this addiction like I so desperately want and need to. Yesterday just before midnight I relapsed for one final time and told myself this is it, enough is enough. The time is now. Today is day 1 again for me, and this time I won’t accept anything less than complete success. I’ve been addicted to PMO for close to 15 years, so it’s hard mode for me. I refuse to engage in sexual activity or anything of the sort until I’m fully rebooted and have repaired all the damage done to my mind and body through so many years of excessive fapping. I hope to emerge victorious this time. It’s a blessing to have a community here that is in the same boat and has the same goal in mind. I feel without these forums I’d be lost and still fapping my life away, but with them we can beat this affliction together. Stay strong and stay the path.