Trying to start NoFap again!

Because if problems I decided to start NoFap again. These are the problems that I have.

Very low tactile sensation down there, my shaft is pretty numb and I only feel sensations on the top and the sensations are not that special

PE and weak orgasms

Weak erections.

A focus on sex when seeing woman but not being really interested in their personality.

Impossible to focus on the pleasure because of very dominating thoughts about not feeling anything or cumming quick or not enjoying the act. These are automatic thoughts that can cannot divert my focus from. It almost seems they become my reality even though I try to do anything to change my focus on more nicer thoughts.

Fapping just feels not that special anymore, it does not give the euphoria of the pleasure anymore.

I never watched a lot of porn – but I did have fap marathons on amphetamines in the past which probably made the problem worse because that releases even more dopamine than porn. Because of this, I think my mind has been conditioned to have these very high dopamine levels resulting that sober fapping is not that special anymore - and I'm very afraid this will be the case with woman as well. Also I'm afraid that my reward System be messed up permanently. Even though I did not use that much - it just feels that my dopamine levels - or the density of my receptors is very low.

So that is why I want to do nofap. I did it a couple of times before. But never more than 5-6 weeks. And I had at those moments not really good results so I thought fuck it. Another problem was that my PE was getting worse also. I don't know how to solve that problem yet. But I want to tackle that problem some later on.

Besides NoFap I'm planning to do the following things as well:

5 times a week 5-10 minfulness meditiation
Alteast 3 times exercise a week
Pelvic floor exercises
Talking to woman on the streets.
Using man1oil every day

What I hope to reach with NoFap.

Better sensitivity
Restoration of dopamine levels / receptors
Enjoying talking with woman or kissing cuddling them again.
Getting less affected by negative thoughts or thoughts in general.

 

Yes it is indeed very good - probably the better things in the world. Epsically if you combine it with a erotic psychedellic. Only to see 2 girls kissing was mindblowing erotic.Even though this is nice it comes it a very large price to pay . You say that it was the best solo sex ever. But was it also better than your best sex with a real woman?

And how long did it take before you felt better after stopping?

 

Well kudo's for stopping it completely it is very hard. If I had not such bad effects from them I probably wouldn't have changed my habits. Why is it a long time that you had sex with a woman? Isn't that something your crave for? I mean not only the sex but also intimacy?

And do you think that nofap also might reverse the downregulated dopamine receptors from amph use?

 

I have not taken it anymore for a couple of months or so. Also because the fap experiences are not that great either on the amphs anymore - which is a big sign for me that my dopamine levels are really low. I'm in a foul state of mind most of the time also - it is hard to go trough but I'm a bit used to it nowadays. I did take a lighter stimulant (4F-MPH) a ritalin analogue 2 weeks ago but that does not give me the sexual enhancement that amps give me. They do get me more out of my head though and make me feel more normal so to speak.

If I would take amph - I would probably fap on it because I want to get everything out of the experience then. But seeing I'm on nofap that will hopefully not be happening anytime soon. I kinda hope that sex with real woman will make me satisfied instead.

My avatar is not a woman btw lol It's cloud Strife from Final Fantasy 7 haha. That's why my name is spikey cloud haha because he got spikey hair.

 

I suspect that you did not experience much cold because amphs increase your body warmth a lot. And the clothing you wear on a bike is very warm too in general haha. Aggresive driving is not very good idea wether ur sober or on amphs.

I never did really crazy stuff while under influence other than harsh and long masturbation. With harsh I mean stimulate the shaft with a lot of usb connectors and audio connectors. It was immensely pleasurable while on amphs the tickling feelings were mind blowing nothing in the world even comes close. I literally never wanted to it stop ever! But after a while I did not feel it anymore - so I suspect I overstimulated the shaft and that's why it is so insensitive nowadays. Hope that NoFap restores that.

About the discipline thx! But when you cannot enjoy sex anymore the motivation to do this is very big. Though I still doubt that NoFap really gives my sensitivity back.

 

Nah don't worry I'm not triggered that fast. With the USB cables you take a lot of cables together and you put all the connectors together and you move those on your balls, pelvic floor and penis like a back scratcher lol. But I would not recommend doing it. Even though it is immensely pleasurable (esp on the balls) - I really think I killed some feeling with it – not that I did care at that moment because the pleasure was the only thing I cared about. I did also take some psychedelics with it btw which made things even more intense. Woman looked like angels and seeing them is was absolute heaven my mind was blown how good it was. Btw this only happened a few times most experience were average at best.

The days after were terrible I felt a completely different person with horrible thoughts. I did not enjoy anything and my anxiety did go to the roof. It was as I could not think positive anymore and was extremely irritated and tired and felt depersonalized like hell. The hangover always was ultra extreme with me.