14/30 14/90 2 weeks! I'm only doing the P and M, not O. Sex with my wife yesterday was good... Made me remember how much easier it is to connect in intimacy when you don't have the fog from other garbage. I feel like I'm making progress.
My mind is in charge of my brain, pray eyes closed, would Jesus approve the actions of my brain?, or what My mind spirit, heart soul knows?
Day 7/90. The last two mornings have been tough. I've been thinking about how good it'd feel to relapse, but then read some posts on here about how it isn't at all worth it to do so. Today's a pretty normal day in the fight.
Trust me, it totally is not worth it to relapse. Sure, it feels good in the moment, but the consequences after are absolutely not worth it. Plus you’ll probably go back to binging as your counter will be at zero & you’ll think it doesn’t really matter.
Hola. Día 0 hoy inicio el reto, ¿cuento con su apoyo? Yo se los brindo aunque estoy aprendiendo como se participa
Day 1/90. How did I fuck up so bad? I saw a better me not so long ago, now I struggle to pass the 4 day mark.... I feel pathetic, and I don't like it
I am very depressed right now, my counter is in 36, and I just screwed it all up. I am so sad. I was taken in a moment of vulnerability. I dont know if I can do it. I feel weak and defeated.
That's just great, you have a very strong spirit. Inspiring, knowing that I just relapsed from 36 days in the counter, feeling devastated
[QUOTE = "Grunfeld, publicación: 1490135, miembro: 214597"] Estoy muy deprimido ahora, mi contador está en 36, y lo jodí todo. Estoy tan triste. Me tomaron en un momento de vulnerabilidad. No sé si puedo hacerlo. Me siento débil y derrotado. [/ CITAR] [QUOTE = "Grunfeld, publicación: 1490135, miembro: 214597"] Estoy muy deprimido ahora, mi contador está en 36, y lo jodí todo. Estoy tan triste. Me tomaron en un momento de vulnerabilidad. No sé si puedo hacerlo. Me siento débil y derrotado. [/CITAR] Ánimo, creo que si podemos, levantate y a seguir se pudo haber perdido una batalla pero no la guerra.