First, It may be your point of view if you're feeling that noone is caring about you. And second is You came on earth alone and you will go from here alone, so why to fear it. Just make your life amazing brother. Forget everything else.
Day 0 Whelp that was a failure! I tell ya nights and early mornings seem to be the most difficult so far. However I have gone longer without PMO up until this point than I have in years, so that has given me a taste of the freedom I haven’t had in a long time. I have not been doing well in keeping a habit of posting and reading to offset the urges.
Day 90/90. Huh, would you look at that? I'll be honest - I've been tempted today, not by porn, but by just taking matters into hand. Funny thing is, today is the first day I would have said there was any real female interest. I can't explain it, but I was on fire today. Those of you struggling, understand that I know you already have what you need inside you to succeed - you just have to give yourself permission to let it out.
Day 99. God grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change. The courage to accept the things that I can and the courage to know the difference. That gets me thru the day.
Starting into 31st day. Feel out of control, unable to concentrate or focus at all on what I need to be working on. Can't make myself do what I need to do. In the past, I would definitely be diving into PMO to escape this. Not this time.