[90-CHALLENGE] THE NINETY DAYS CHALLENGE !

Terrible day... I fucked up, tomorrow will be day 0 again.. I keep failing in the most stupid ways

 

Day 2

 

day 1

 

thank you so much!

 

Thanks for all your incredible encouragement too!PM now has a weaker hold on me and with that comes huge benefits!Onwards to victory!

 

half of day 1 finished . lets start the legendary journey right now.

 

57/90

 

Hi buddy..I relapsed and am so angry.I want to break something...Where to hit it?

 

Start again brother, start again

 

Day 89/90.

 

Day 11

 

Day 2

 

It’s natural to be upset by a set back. however, perhaps you are being to hard on yourself or judgemental towards yourself and your expectations? I find that we strive for progress not perfection. This attitude helps and helps me remember that I am human and make mistakes. and that is okay. If you believe in God, remember that God loves you brother. If not, remember we here on this board care and would help in anyway we could. may I ask, is it possible to learn and grow from the set back? I think if you ask yourself this question you will know the answer in your heart. with love.

 

https://blogs.psychcentral.com/sex/2013/12/developing-a-new-understanding-of-shame/

 

Relapsed Day 0 Again..

 

What I saw lately for myself that I wasnt breaking the streak consciously but when urge appeared after long time, it went unconsiously without even thinking about what I'm doing because guilt has been gone off long ago. This happened 2 times since I'm here on NoFap group.
I think I've got a solution. It will work for any subconscious call for porn. It's an app called "safe surfer" for Android phones.. If you can control yourself consciously, only then it'll help. Because if you can't control yourself consciously, you will go and disable it.
Well, it's been helpful for me.it blocks every porn website on standard internet browsers.

 

Starting day 6, keep me in your prayers guys !.. Have a blessed day.

 

Day 45/90.

 

Day 7

I threw satan and his bag of tricks out a few days back. I’ve changed the key so he can’t get in anymore. Even so he sits at the door knocking and saying stuff. If I open the door to tell him to go away, he might persuade me in some way. I’ll let God handle that, heh that should be a sight. Bye Felicia

 

Forgot to post yesterday. So day 7 for yesterday and day8 for today.