I am so proud of you, not that I know you, but it makes me happy to see someone proving to me that it is possible, thanks guys GO AHEAD
Thanks man, It´s a hard challenge but not impossible By the way what is this for a picture you sent xD
Day 21 I skipped school today. I was not in the mood to go there, because it takes sooooo loooong -__- And I dont wanted to see anybody. Social anxiety? Hope not
Day 7 complete, 83 days to go The climb continues. Not saying much about the day. Only that I’m moving forward and each day I’m getting closer to the completion of this challenge.
I'm going on 8 days.. Unfortunately my depression is acting up today. I do take medicine but some times it comes back.. I'm going to stay strong and fight it threw..
Day 21/90 came to an end. Unfortunately and unknowingly i have heard a sext audio in friends group. Don't know what to do now. I had to make sure chaser effect won't catch me up. Edit: I am feeling disgusting after listening to it. I was better off all these days without pmo. Today that audio has ruined mood. Well I didn't relaose. But still.
1st make sure it wouldn't go by just 2-day reboot, do not expect the pain to leave right now .. you need to wait and try to relax .. stay away from any stress as much as possible and try to find distractions instead of focussing on the feeling of pain, every time i start to forget about it, it eventually goes away .. it always does but maybe after a few hours or days .. I hope u r doing well .. you can do it .. u r strong .. strong enough to handle another day of the fight, u r a fighter, let me know when u get better ^^
Thanks man. I like the ritual of checking in still... Made it to 90, but I do want to keep going. 112! I thought these last few days would be tougher than they've been. My dad passed away last August and I just made it down to my stepmom's house (formerly my dad's house) to visit her. It's the first time I've been back since then. I definitely felt some tough emotions, which would have immediately triggered me to want to act out to become numb. This time, I'm proud to say that I did not.
so sorry about your dad ... you are a warrior, may he is in paradise right now .. If he knew, he would be PROUD of you
98 days. My goal is 100. I guess in a couple days I could just say "I'm done, I did my reset." But I think I have more healing to do, given how far I'd fallen. And I just don't want to give myself any excuse to crack open the door to the worst of that deviant, mind-damaging poison again. The thought of it makes me feel ill right now. Although temptations still come and go, overall I feel so much more positive when I don't have that awful repeating PMO cycle in my life. My confidence is up, I'm more positive about the future, I feel more inner peace, I have more energy, I'm sleeping better, my PIED seems improved (I can't say for sure since I'm in monk mode, but a few mornings I've woken up with a positive indicator lol.) Anyway so I think I'll want to keep going with this. Not sure what thread I'll be posting on. I may stay here for awhile if that's ok since you guys are inspiring warriors in the good fight! In any case, let's keep moving forward, day by day my bros, we can do this. We can let go of our past mistakes and become our better selves. There is a path out of self-destruction and despair. It begins with a deep-down choice to change for the better, finding our true power within ourselves, having the courage to take just one step forward, and then another, and continuing to reach towards the light.
