check day 4 @MASTER MONK first 3 days is the biggest hurdle. Until day 7 is another one. After that it's getting easier. But so far no real, too bad, struggle.
Stay blessed! I was subconsciously thinking how you were doing earlier. I hope your OK!? I’d never would of thought you would relapse.
Check in day 76: Ever since I stepped into 70's it has been hard for me but i just remind myself of my goal and all the times i have fought against myself.... To reach where I am now.... And continue my struggle
Pimarly I will work smarter. I was just reflecting on how it came so far and I'm currently changing some things that were bothering me.
striving against soul. destroy PMO with the intention to please Allah. I don't want you to stumble but you can do this and beat the monk. Keep reading Quran and watch this tafseer it has a lot of gems .
day 3, slept late again. Woke up early but then slept in as I had a terrible dream from shaitaan coz I know I'm on the right path and he's trying to push me off, so now I'm awake late again but no matter as long as I go on with my day and win.
Thank you very much ..... Means a lot.... I will definitely not give up no matter what the urge is.. . I just mention what i am going through so that others won't stumble upon their cravings.. Ps_ Monk has me as his duel partner till he gives up because from my side i am never giving up
You can fall 10 times as long as you will be able to get up 11 times, and with our help I believe you can. Great to have you back!