@ohayou615 You win. Relapsed, 25 days. Great duel! I will come back stronger! I promise! I can only learn from here!
Day 132 check in Yesterday about 4 in the morning, I wanted a wet dream so bad, I slipped my hands in and stroked it twice, I was weak and ready to give up, but then I woke up and did my work, luckily no precum, and no severity of my erection, so won’t count this in, also I was woken up from sleep because of a nose block, and this shit happened. Fantasising so much these days, I’m dying for physical contact. Texting this girl I have a crush on, and I only feel random erections all the time. Still, I won’t give up. My brothers @Snakeloa and @Alex_AI are beyond me, and that will help me to go further. Peace!
Also, one of the reasons why I could come this far is because I’m not on social media. I text her on hangouts through gmail using a browser. Maybe that helps,try that y’all.
I will sort out the new duels soon. I believe in all of you, I just want one person at least to just jump at the opportunity. Say, enough is enough and eradicate this disease. I believe we will all get there, have conviction fighters through the hard times.
Not happy w my productivity levels so resetting again. I want to make every day productive for 90 days. Why are we even living if our lives are going to waste and we are not going to be at our full capacity? Friday and Sunday will be my rest days saying that though. 4 weeks of revision coming up too in a week so I have to be productive.
my private goals are: to be the best I can be, promote righteousness and stop evils. In order to do this I need to, reduce phone usage and keep in my mind the fight always. Never let the ink run dry of motivation. The rest days are for reaffirming my intention. Tomorrow I'll try keep busy however and organise here inshaAllah.
reach 3 days and join when you have and I'll set you up. You'll be against @GonTheHunter once you do reach it.
I believe I've had enough of this disease, so I'm going to get rid of it once and for all, because I know I can. It IS possible, and I will do it.
@cr7da8055 @Alex_Al Sunday Check-in. I am feeling exhausted and tired. Still I in track. No huge urges. Hug Jörg
Day 133 check in What a derby to enjoy! The city is painted red! Bucks win against clippers by a good amount. Mad! @Snakeloa @Alex_Al