Consider it part of your last relapse.. but as your comrade.. Your relapse ends here *hands back your broken spear* You now have two weapons...Use ‘em wisely
I want u to remember everything that happened before relapse and write it somewhere. next time you feel like doing it. Read it again
Another busy day ahead. My Christmas Break is flying by already, and I'm enjoying every minute of it, without thoughts of porn, M, or O, and without p-subs, marijuana, or fantasy, or even TV. And, I've drank very little alcohol on my vacation. I have no time or desire for these things. I'd rather be out doing doing stuff, accomplishing goals. The last 2 1/2 days have been rainy and cold, but that hasn't bothered me a bit. I adapted my daily goals and agendas to doing things indoors , and I've had a lot of fun doing indoors stuff, meeting friends, and talking to people. I've hardly even thought about the weather. The rest of this week, though, will be nice weather: sunny and warm, low chances or rain. So now I'm looking forward to spending my time outdoors, with my backpack, in nature, consuming fresh air, and doing a lot of hiking and mountainbiking, and swimming in the Gulf of Mexico. The current water temperature in the Gulf is around 60 degrees F. So talk about your cold shower! I can't wait to experience that I'm proud to report that my tennis shoes and mountainbike are already muddied from some intense trail riding and hiking on Saturday, and I intend to cake more mud on them today. Today I'm traveling 60 miles east to a state park that offers some renowned mountainbike trails, and even though I'm not an experienced off-road rider, I'm looking forward to the challenge of riding on the most challenging trails. I have no fear or hesitation about this. I've packed my bike helmet and I'm ready to explore and conquer. I'm packing only the essentials: water and almonds. These days I have tons of energy, and I don't need a lot of food to sustain that energy. And I intend to keep my digital devices detached for at least the majority of the time. I've made it a goal during my vacation to visit at least 3 new state parks. This means I'll have to adapt myself to new surroundings, and I'm up for the challenge. Wishing everybody a great Christmas Eve!
Bro, you're not lonley, you're solo warrior I keep going, it goes quite easy right now. I am busy with my x-mas preparation, Merry xhristmas and happy fappless new year!
I will attest to this. I make no claims or aspirations of being a chick magnet, but I definitely feel more connected and attractive to women. Meeting women is not a top priority, which is perhaps one main reason that I feel more attractive. I am a much happier and content person, and as result I'm much more outgoing. It's a pleasure meeting people these days, regardless of who they are, or what they look like. And I also notice that people have to reciprocate the conversation in order for me truly connect with them. So talking to women actually seems effortless. But I cannot remember the last time I went out of my way to pursue them, either. I've made it a goal to remain at least 100 days PMO free before I consider even opening myself to pursuing a relationship with a woman. Even when I occasionally feel like they're staring I don't get that excited, and I rarely ever sustain any thoughts of lust, etc. Their physical appearance is merely the tip of the iceberg for me.