Day 46!! PMO- Ha , you think you can best me , you've just been lucky so far. Me-By day 90, I will turn you into space and dust and by day 500, I'll erase that dust and space from my mind too.
What lead you to this relapse? Learn from it. Start a new streak. Don’t make the same mistake again and also don’t be hard on yourself. Even if your next streak is one day more than the last one, it’s a success. Even being on Nofap is your personal success because you are dealing with your problem. Come on man, give it another try. We’re with you.
Day 2 done. Another challenging day yesterday, but I realized that I created this problem for myself and I need to take responsibility for it and be patient. The process of cleansing my mind will be what it will be and will take as long as needed. I was helped by a post I read here from someone with a 200+ streak where he said that one of the most important things for him was reminding himself on a daily basis why he was doing this, what he's bringing into his life and what he's letting go of. It's good advice and I'm grateful to be part of this forum and learning from all of you. Have a good day today!
Day 4. Holidays are hard. But I am finding time to pursue other interests. Have been exercising regularly and have started reading.
Day 11/90. Yesterday was really hard. I was tired and grumpy. But I reached out to friends 4 or 5 times and that helped.
6/90. Issue with weekends friend came in over the place and as you know boy talks never could get complete unless they talk shit about girls. Never mind, still tried to control my urges. today and tomorrow gonna keep myslf busy with some ready and writing stuff. would avoid any screen, unless direly needed. hope others are maneuvering their way as well?
TITLE - MAGGOT Day 2/90 Longest streak - 28 Last streak - 7 Total PMO - 141 Total P - 30 Total hours remaining - 2121 Days remaining - 88 Challenges completed - 0 3 DAYS - 7 DAYS - 14 DAYS - 21 DAYS - 30 DAYS - 45 DAYS - 60 DAYS - 90 DAYS - 365 DAYS - Rules- 1. If you search for nude women or watch sex scene or softcore porn you will -5 days from your streak or reset if you're streak is less than 5 days. 2. Doing PMO or MO or PM or M or P once will count as a relapse and you have to reset your counter to 0. 3. Your are not allowed to use mobile while alone. 4. Removing the pornblocker or trying to do it count as a relapse and then you will -2 days from your streak or 0 unless necessary. " The only thing that going to make you relapse is your decision to watch porn." - Valier Report. On scale from 1 to 10. Points. 1. How depressed you feel? 4 2. How horny you feel? 5 3. How likely you want to relapse? 4 4. How much you crave for porn? 4 5. How much good you feel today? 6 6. How much sad you feel today? 5 7. Can you achieve your goal of nofap? 10
49 definitely one of the most challenging days on this streak for me so far, had to fight my way through continuous strong urges today. They got beaten and I stand unbroken
