Day 12 completed. It was good feeling i am getting back my lost energy again. The only issue of wet dreams is disturbing me.
another day with meditation,cold shower, gym and a lot of studies. Stay clean to have good focus and have a good grades this is one of my favorite benefits.
Day 19. Wet dream with no discharge... Chaser Effect the whole day. By far the hardest day so far. Was really close to losing the battle... It was a miracle I didn't... Friend sent a DBZ video of all things that motivated me to keep fighting (I'll add it at the end, maybe it helps someone else). I will keep my pride as a man and not allow P to enslave me!
I become a Uruk-Hai today. Feeling grateful to all of you. Not feeling motivated much, I think the time is ripe for discipline to take charge.
Day 12. Woke up feeling pretty tempted, still am but I will make it to Rivendell and become an Elf this month; it's part of my monthly goal. The ring may tempt, but after spending so many years as one of the fallen I'm not going back as I know what that's like and it isn't fun...
Hi there! Slight urges today, hard to fight them with a tired mind, but I could manage throught it with some patience. Still studying hard, gonna do my best at the exam Good luck everyone!!
So far so good... Making through another day no PMO. I'm just disappointed with the lack of discipline that I have for school. I have to really force myself to start and it just sucks. I really want to be someone who can just suck it up and do the hard work. Whatever that hard work is, but currently, I waste so much time. I have gotten some work done but... not efficiently. Just got to keep going... and find a mantra for myself. P.S. small urges this evening, but that's it. Can and will continue.
Day 0 Am still under the influence of the chaser effect since last Sunday. I feel like shit. I need your advice on how to get out of this misery and get back on track again.
43 days. Stressful day yesterday, stayed up late working and came home at midnight. My mind was racing a little bit and it was harder to control sexual thoughts when I tried to sleep. Eventually, it calmed down. I must remember to try and relax, even when life is stressful.
Sorry brothers , I let you all down today. I relapsed brothers today . So that means back to day zero. This time I will go harder. I am now a Nazgûl.
Day 13 Feeling well and it seems like that my body is recovering all over from a chronic disease. Feeling light. Symptoms are reducing day by day. But only thing trying to divert me from my path is fantization after seeing cute girls but it is also bocoming reduced day by day. Hope well. Then happen well. Try hard all brother. I am still not hobbit will become within 2 days..